I am one of many people who have insecurity issues and I know that even the most confident people have these so-called insecurities if someone is telling me that they don't have insecurities, that is a lie.

This is my first time joining a prompt and this is my entry made by @Theblackdoll in the title #Myinsecurities.

When we carry a lot of insecurities we get triggered easily and that we think that we are very less to others and sometimes leads us to have anxiety that we always think what others tell us about.

So today I think I have the guts to express my insecurity since I know all of us here on this platform are all friendly and not judged by our physical appearance because what matters most is what is inside our hearts.

These are some of my flaws

Scars in my legs

When I was a child I think my age at that time was 3 years old something since im not remember those times why I have so many scars on my legs all I know is that when I become a teenager I don't like to wear shorts, I feel too much insecure when I was in high school looking at my classmates that they can wear whatever they want without hesitation.

I remember one time there is an event in school and that we need to wear a short skirt and I can not do anything but follow, that moment when I don't like to talk to anyone I just keep on hiding in the corner it seems im a thief trying to hide from the police lol and that was my first and last wearing shorts and now all my clothes is just pajamas, jeans something hides my legs.

The birthmark in my arms

So aside from the scars on my legs, I have what they called a birthmark that is very visible on my left arm this one I can not hide anymore because I already wearing jeans or long so not nice if every time I wear a jacket maybe the more other think im a weirdo so this one I embrace it slowly and accept it even if someone looks at it and surely asks if what happened with my arms because it looks like burn out with the hot water.

Closing words

I still have so many insecurities in my self but these are my 2 main flaws that still im not embraced but I know that if people will truly love you and accept the imperfections they will not see the ugly part in it but rather they accept it entirely but when there were times that our flaws flashing in our thoughts we must always remember to be kind to ourselves, loving it wholeheartedly and don't let other people feel bad about ourself.

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To all the readers, commenters, upvoters, likers, subscribers from the bottom of my heart thank you!

Date published December 23, 2021

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