Feeling Unmotivated!

November 18, 2022

How's the weather in your area? I guess some experiencing raindrops just like in our province now in Cebu as I called my family today they are staying inside the house since they all have a fever probably because of the weather their body trying to adapt to the changes sometimes our bodies have difficulty time adjusting and that it will trigger into illness.

As for me even how hard I try to be motivated but still time comes when I feel empty it all started the other day when my husband called me and told me that he had a fever.

I feel worried since that time because he is the only one who took care of our two kids and it is the school day and no one will send them to school since he told me he can't be able to drive the motorcycle coz he feels dizzy.

My kids feel sad and decide not to go to school as they said no one is with their father but I insist that it's better to not be absent so that they will not behind the school activities and that they listen to me and be prepared to be going to school and they only going together with their neighbor.

In the afternoon my husband feels a little bit, okay and he is the one who got them in school when they are headed going back to our house my eldest daughter let out that she feels like she was having a fever too. I guess the germs get passed with her. And that my husband let her put up with medicine.

Today Friday my youngest daughter also has a fever and they are not going to school because of the bad weather the rain never stops since the night and I feel so worried that they are having a fever probably because of the changes in the weather.

That's the reason for my inactive the last two days it's difficult for me to act as if im okay but im not.

Being a mother who is far away from my kids it's not easy to hear that they are not feeling well inside my heart I feel broke knowing that I can't do anything because I wasn't able to take care of them. It is one of my weaknesses that hits me badly.

However, I need to get up and not let this feeling of emptiness take place I know that they will be feeling better soon and that it's just normal fever due to the weather changes.

I guess that's all for me today my read cash.

How's everyone today? Here in Kuwait the weather also is okay it's raining the whole night, and the people here like this kind of weather since it's rare to happen that rain sprinkled.

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