I Was Lost
April 21, 2022
A lot of things in my mind that I don't know how to deal with it. I was lost in the dark in my lonely broken heart char hihi.
To be honest, I am not going to tell an untruth for the past few days that I am not in here it smashes my heart but what can I do? Even though I want to exist on this wonderful platform things go differently.
I have enough time to write but the problem is that I don't know how to start with what topic I am going to jot down? My mind doesn't cooperate I ended up with my head rumbling.
I keep on asking myself what's wrong with me? why do I am like this? sometimes I don't know what to work out, I keep reminding myself that I must do something good as this is the opportunity that at last rusty didn't miss to visit since the beginning when finally he noticed my existence, that hey self wake up this is what you're praying for then why now? What keeps you demotivated?
Because I understand that this is not me the real me was being lost.
I was the woman that withstands everything, endures everything, a woman with a plan, a woman who is strong and did not easily give up.
For the past years, I stood up high that whatever problems, and struggles, arise my way, I know that I can pass through.
Furthermore, I am weak as well, behind my smile, behind my dominant personality there comes a time that I can't handle things accordingly, I easily get distracted, by some discouragement which we know is just a part of our daily lives. Could you imagine that even if there is someone who unsubscribes me I feel easily getting upset? Lol
But then again as I've said this is a part of a human being we feel the loneliness, upset, emptiness, that lead us to be demotivated that if we can't control it will end up losing some opportunities which we don't want to happen
I'm hoping and praying that whatever my struggles as of now. I know we all have a different battle in life may we feel frustrated sometimes, we feel the emptiness, the loneliness but I know it will not stay forever for sure it will go through and we know tomorrow is a different story to tell.
And that's all for me today, I exist now, and hopefully, it will continue in the upcoming days, months, and even years.
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Thank you, everyone, God Bless You All!
Glory to God in the highest.
Dear Cleophia, I've been thinking about you all these days. My dear friend, we are here waiting for you to come back soon. You are a strong girl, and I know you can soon be the same happy, and motivated girl again. As you said, every day life has a different story for itself.