Feeling Empty

January 13, 2022

I know these are common feelings that most of us experience and believe me it's difficult for me to get again my path even how strong you are but the time comes you feel the emptiness inside your heart.

It's hard to explain what I feel at this point in my life knowing the fact that all my family is in good health but why do I feel this way?

My head keeps telling me that you must do something, that I have so many obligations, you don't have the right to feel this way don't rest, work hard because so many depend on you.

To be honest, I am exhausted but I don't have the right to feel this way, because they think im a robot no one understands me, all the while im all alone facing my battles in life, it's hard when the people around you think that you are very strong and independent but deep inside I wanted to disappear.

Physically im not tired but mentally I am, I have a lot of worries, doubts, what-ifs, that keep me exhausted whenever I think about what's happening in the odds.

The only I think too much this past few days back is about my parents that what if they are coming old and the time comes that they're all leaving.

I know it's not good to overthink for it may not good results for our health that's why I try to write it down hoping that after this am going to be alright.

I know God never leaves us in time of our difficulties, so whatever im feeling right now I know it will pass through and not stay with me.

So, guys whatever we face right now just trust in our Almighty God, he is our Savior in all this happening to us right now.

Feeling emptiness that makes me feel sad, but im getting on with the process of making my day to be productive today I will not let this be a win that's why I wrote something so that I can publish it today, because somehow when I see green baby visited it I feel like I'm must continue writing no matter what.

Anyhow it's already 12:30 noon time here, in Kuwait as of this writing so I think that's all for my today's blog because after I published this im going to cook chicken adobo as my madam's request.

Chicken adobo is one of my favorite dishes so one time I cook it here and my madam taste it and she likes it that's why she wants me to cook it again today, but sometimes I have a problem when im cooking it's not consistent maybe yesterday nice taste and I hoping that today would be good taste too.

Hi, my read. cash family, how's everyone? Hope that we are all in good condition, good health, physical, mental, spiritual, and everything.

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