Why she's doing that?

My morning routine goes likes this if my husband had his nightshif duty ,I wake up around 6-6:30am ,mostly my baby woke up in this time so I started to cooked for our breakfast its for the whole family and when my eldest son woke I fixed the bed ,anyway we are sleeping at the living room area .And after we finished our breakfast ,I washed the dishes then cleaned up the messy things around ,swept the floor and arrange those things that in need.After that I am going to take my kids a bathe.

At this time while I writing this my kids finished their bathe and they are now watching tv .

This morning ,my baby did'nt wake up early,and I felt also like I don't want to get up ,I continue sleeping and I was able to awake because of the annoying sounds of the kitchen ,since we are sleeping in the living room ,I heard whatever sounds in the kitchen .She cooked rice and guess what ,she's doing this like she almost throw anything in the kitchen ,I felt she 's doing this to make us awake ,it was 7:30 am and I pretend that I am still sleeping ,I was observing how she was doing ,after she cooked rice ,she refill those mineral water galloon and she did was creating loud sound,she continue shaking it maybe shes cleaning the empty galloom but shes doing it like no one is sleeping ,I get annoyed thinking whats her point of doing that .And then I heard those plates sounds,she drove it and create a loud sound .She's creating so much noise for me to get up?I keep asking on my mind why she's doing that ,in the very first place this is the first time it happened ,this is the first time I wake up late since we live with them.

Why she's doing that?

This is the first time that she cooked rice in the morning since we live together with them after the typhoon ,our house was not yet repair so we choose to stay here with them .I get annoyed because it only the first time that I was'nt able to cooked but she showed me like that ,so whats about those everymorning ,everyday I did in this house?She did'nt appreciate it?She did'nt count it?Only she count my mistake ,oh my I m now out of respect to her .Why she's doing this?I am not asking her respect to me but she knew that we are sleeping but she did'nt even thinking that.I don't know what 's in her mind .I was doing anything in this house ,I adjust everything .Speaking of spending money ,we spent much than her honestly I can't save money from my husband salary because we spent much in our viand here .Earnings ko dito ang inaasahan ko para kahit papano makapag ipon para sa bahay namin.Doing the house chores I did even if I had two kids but I was trying and did everything para naman hindi kami pabigat sa bahay nato .Everything we need from her store was I bought it ,even a sauce,of vinegar ,etcetera ,anything I need for cooking was I bought from her mini store kasi one time I heard that she said with someone na yung everything na nasa tindahan ay dapat bilhin ,kaya kahit asin ,mantika ay binibili ko para walang masabi .(I was talking my mother in law)

That is why I convince my husband to used our little savings even if it only can build a small payag but he is not agreed on it ,so here I m trying ro adjust and understand whats happening here,its not easy but I need to adjust and accept this reality ,the reality that this would be happend if your arw living in a house which not owned by you .

I am so sorry that I was sharing this to you guys ,for those who did'nt know I don't have friends here and I don't want to tell this to my husband so ,I better shared this to you para naman kahit papano gumaan pakiramdam ko but of course as what I what I wrote my past article I did'nt let this negativity drown my self ,I am still manage to smile ang think positive .And thank you to my dearest two friends who made my morning good even if it was happend ,thanks a lot to @BCH_LOVER and @gertu13 for the staying on my block ,thank you for the sponsorship renewal .

Just a friendly reminder for those who are planning to have their own family ,hanggat maari at makaya na bumukod ay bumukod nalang kasi napakahirap ng sitwasyon gaya ng akin .

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And thats all fof today ,thank for spending your time to read my article ,stay safe and GODbless always🙏