Feels exhausted but I am thankful!

Happy sunday my read cash family!

I'm sorry for not being active yesterday ,my last published article was two days ago.I am so busy as I've shared to you about my family's health condition.

Heres my reason for my inactivity

Taking care of them

My eldest son and pregnant niece is fine now and my youngest son waa having a colds .About my father i -law ,we see a little progress in his health ,his breathing is fine right now unlike the other day.

Everytime I look at him ,I felt pity coz he find hard wheb he breath.Thanks God that day by day he felt better and praying that he will be totally fine.Right now ,he felt tired ,he keeps sleeping and he is one of my reason why I got busy.

I am the one who will prepare his meal,his milk and I checked him always.Mama (mother in-law)was not totally fine too after she was sick so I understand why she can't take care of her husband.

Tatay was living at his payag but now he is stayed here where we are staying .And wala kasing ibang maasahan sa pag aalaga sa kanya kundi ako at ang isa niyang anak na lalaki.

Everyday ,I get busy doing my household chores plus I had two kids and my father in-law who needs me.Yesterday's morning ,I prepared an oatmeal for him with milk and banana ,I thought he don't like it but to mu surprise ay naubos niya ang binigay kong pagkain.

While he was eating ,I hurriedly get my phone and take a video while he was eating fastly and I sent it to her two daughters who are in hongkong now.Laking pasasalamat nila ate dahil andito ako para alagaan tatay nila.

My sister inlaw's chat,saying thank you to me coz I take care of their father instead of them.

I told my sister in law ,that this is only the thing that I can help or paying them back for their goodness to me and to my family.I don't have much money for tatay's medicine,for his financial needs ,taking care of him is the only thing I can do.

From time to time I checked him at the room where he stayed and checked what he needs.

Feels unmotivated!

Another reason for my inactivity is ,I felt unmotivated to grind here ,I felt bored knowing that my articles did'nt reach even $1 ,,honestly it makes me felt lazy but I was thinking now that nothing will be happen on me if I always think this lazziness I had.

I need to motivate my self ,to grind more and be active just like before.My hive account also was not earning good now ,I don't know what happened on my account and honestly I felt jealous when I saw some users that recieved a huge amount.

Despited of having that feeling ,I tried to join a contest from Ladies hive yesterday and recently when I opened my hive account and saw my notification and it said that I was one of the winner for the third placer haha.I am happy knowing it even my blog was not curated but theres another way that will makes me smile and motivated again.

Theres always a reason to smile talaga 😊

And thats all for today ,I wanna say thank you to my sponsors for staying on my sponsors block.God bless you all🙏