It is my birthday, "Have you noticed?"
Hello to all the beautiful read dot cash family! How are you?
Today, I am excited and sad because it is my birthday but sad because I lost one year that will never be back in my life. Time passed fast, we can't measure and stop its speed. It looked like yesterday, I celebrated my birthday. When I was in Turkey, it was a good celebration for my parents. But today still I am waiting, "Anyone will like to wish me a birthday in Pakistan?" My all family members are busy with their jobs, might be they had forgotten about it.
On 10th October, I was born in hospital after C-section by a lady doctor. My mum names me, "Blue" due to my blue and beautiful eyes π. I was a kid and I can't remember what happened at the age of one day. When I was six years old my grandma started to tell true tales about me. She always whispered, "Blue! You will miss my stories one day" Of course, nowadays, I missed her stories and her. May Allah bless her with Heaven.
Last year, it was my grandma, who wished me my birthday first. I was near to her heart and any moment can be spent by her for my happiness. I received many gifts from my Turkish friends and even from my parents. At this event, I am sad because I had no Turkish friends there. Moreover, my family ignored me like I had no importance to them π’π.
I was excited at the start of 9th October and was waiting for 10th October but still, no one in the family cared about cake or any birthday celebration. It was a second attack for me. Although, I had still 30 minutes remaining I can guess there is no special celebration for me.
I was playing games on my laptop to keep myself busy and wait for midnight so that I shall be able to know about the lucky person who will wish my birthday. I hope people will not ignore my birthday.
Might be, the birthday celebration will be a good event before the '20s and after 24's people will not care about it. It is my thinking right now for which I am fighting.
Anyway, I decided to enjoy and celebrate my day with my virtual friends. Thanks to the BCH community who always brought a bunch of Gifts and generosity to me. My write-up makes me strong in these situations. Advance thank you to all my friends who are with me here always.
Closing Thoughts
A birthday is a special event in your life. When someone special in your life started to ignore this event, it hurts a lot. I want to enjoy these moments with my friends, my love, and my family but still, no one had wished me this event. After overwhelming negative thinking and off-mood, I started to cry and weep.
Now I am in a corner where I am bleeding my some words here. I am hopeful all people near to my heart will notice this event, and I shall be able to celebrate the cake ceremony. As negative thinking and depression had made dominance in my mind, still I didn't know what I had to write so sorry to all my friends if you don't like my feelings at the end.
happiest Belated Birthday, sorry iam late. May God bless you with endless happiness and success