I Smiled Again
Look at you!!! Take a good look at yourself. Look at how beautiful you are. I'm sure you know that you're wonderfully made. You're not a perfect being. Everyone knows that but you're beautiful in your own way. I'm sure you didn't make yourself beautiful. You think it's all the cream, lotions, ear piercings, tattoos, pedicure, manicure and all made you beautiful? No!!! Have you ever thought of the kind of cloth that you wear? That cloth which is visible to every soul that looks at you. Have you ever thought of the cloth? Or do you even think that you bought the cloth? No!!! Have you ever sat down to think about that person who did all of these for you? It's God. It's God yesterday, God today, God tomorrow and God forever. I admired your beauty. I talked about how beautiful you are. Have it in mind that God gave you the beauty. He loves you so much and decided to beautify you. Someone that hates you wouldn't beautify you. I spoke about a particular cloth. I'm sure you were thinking that it's a cloth that everyone can see. No, it's not. It's a spiritual cloth of grace. Come to think of it, have you ever noticed that people love you whenever they get to meet with you? Have you ever noticed that people cherish you even when you offend them? It's the cloth. The spiritual cloth I'm talking about.
Though, we all wear a different cloth but they all carry God's grace. Do you think a human being will give you that kind of cloth? If a human being gives it to you, have it in mind that he will collect it back💯. You might have been praying to God for one particular thing for over twenty years but because he hasn't done it doesn't mean that he won't do it. Don't be dicey about God's work. He will do it!! Seems you're not happy. But, whenever it feels like everything is not right, pray!! Pray, pray and keep praying. Trust God!!!! He listens and he will do it. Our hearts are heavy😥. We all want one or two things from God. And whenever we want to pray, we'd ask about it. He will do it!!! One thing I've noticed about us is that, whenever God does that particular thing we want, we won't pray until we have another problem which is not supposed to be so. And I feel like that's why God withhold some of the things he is supposed to give us or to do for us. Even when you have nothing to pray about, just say thank you. Your thanks to God goes a long way.
What really inspired me to write this? I've been praying to God for one thing for over ten years and it feels like it's not possible. I woke up this midnight and began to weep. And one thing I know is that God cherishes me so much. While I was weeping, I felt his presence and he decided to ease my mind and he motivated me to write this. God had to remind me of various dreams I had about this particular thing. My dreams don't lie, it happens!! I thought of it again and I believed that it's still gonna happen. I picked up myself again and felt good. At least, I'm not the one doing all the things that have always happened. It's still God. I'm his daughter and he loves me so much.
His presence means a lot to me. I felt relieved and it was like something came to me to wipe my tears. I've felt this way countless times and God came through for me. He made me realize how important he took me. I'm not a second class person to God. I'm a first class person!! I thought of all these and hoped for the best again. I had to start smiling. Smiling and soliloquizing concurrently. Thinking of which way God will do it like he has always done the rest😊. I took a deep breath and said it in my mind that weeping is not my portion. The way God eases my mind is something I don't joke with. I smiled😊.
So I smiled again and hoping for my package from God😊. Bisolammy, smile because God loves you😊😊.
Thanks to every of my sponsor. I love you all😊.
Indeed God loves us no matter what will happen he will always be there for us