Sleeping in Tears

Ma, can we just not pass through this way? "But Mama insisted".

We are passing through the one of the big coliseum in the world. I seen in my two eyes, there are so many dead bodies outside the coliseum.

There are so many police in the area, also many dead bodies scattered outside the coliseum.

Mama: There is a big concert happened last night, a famous artists. I heard the news that there is a suicide bombing happened.

Me: "I can't clearly see the happenings" I feel extreme sad and leniency to those victims. I can't take to see them. "There are so many bloods scattered and incomplete body parts. I feel terrified about what I see.

Then suddenly, we stopped in the place that there are many coffins and inside the coffins there is dead body.

Me: Ma, We should Go home, I don't be here anymore. Why we are here?, I insisted. But mama didn't respond. I shouted, "Ma, we should go home, I don't want to be here, I afraid".

Then suddenly, I wake-up from deep sleep. "Thanks God I woke up from that nightmare.

November 29, 2021

I am in the beach together with my Aunt's and cousin's, many people are enjoying the view and the place including papa.

I seen in my two eyes, papa laughing and I see in his face that he is happy, swimming in the beach. I feel happy also because I see him smiling.

I am with cousins, talking and laughing together. "There so many people playing and having fun together with their families, it looks like there is a big event or occasion.

Then suddenly, there is a group of people throw a bomb in the sea a long with those people who are swimming, including my father.

I was shock, terrified and speechless when I see my father asking for help and other people. It looks like the world is stopping to move and slow mo.

I seen in my to eyes the chest of my father departed from his body, while asking for help. I can't do anything for him to saved, I feel that my feet was stock and can't move. My body was shaking.

Then I suddenly, run towards in the house and telling my mother and my elder sister that papa was gone and died.

My elder sister quickly run to the beach with tears and mama was shock.

Then I suddenly wake up from deep sleep, it feels so real, happened in real life. I woke up, when I noticed that I am crying while I am sleeping.

November 30, 2021

Have you experienced this kind of scenarios in your life? Or like this dream. I am having a nightmare but this nightmare is different. It feels like it was real. I don't know what God wants to give a message to me. The first dream was dreamed yesterday and the second was dreamed recently, today.

Some People says, there are dreams that is a message to us and will happen in the future. Some says that dreams are just the cause of extreme tiredness of the body. But, sometimes our dreams happens in the future or already happened. I don't know what I will believing in that.

The most important is to talk to God what that's dream really is. I prayed to God that He will protect all of my love ones and even my friends. I can't take to lose someone that is my love ones.

Even though my papa was a hard headed and always dwell in his vices which is gambling and drinking alcoholic drinks. I still do love him, the fact the no matter what happen he still my father. I can't afford to lose whoever in my love ones.

The most important thing is to be ready because everytime we will faced death. Every people will experience that. We all have different salvation but we need to tell those people who haven't received God in their lives that they need to accept God as their Lord and Personal Savior. Nothing to worry if we know in ourselves that we are ready to die any time because you know that your destination is surely in heaven.

But fornication, and all uncleanness, or covetousness, let it not be once named among you, as becometh saints; neither filthiness, nor foolish talking, nor jesting, which are not convenient: but rather giving of thanks. For this ye know, that no whoremonger, nor unclean person, nor covetous man, who is an idolater, hath any inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and of God.

Ephesians 5:3-5 KJV

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