I'm not in the mood to think of any sensical or creative topics to write about today. My melancholic habits just attacking me now as usual, without any reason. This is honestly the one who is making me procrastinate. Since I want to beat my procrastination habits, I am forcing myself to write anything every day. May it be just 2️⃣ to 3️⃣ sentences, at least I have started something and done something rather than doing nothing but scrolling aimlessly on my phone.

So that I can write today, I decided to accept challenges. I got back to this article written by @Zhyne06, titled "I Am Afraid Of?". Though I'm not tagged, I'm still going to do this. There is no rule saying you can't join challenges without being tagged, anyway.

Well then, let me tell you what I am afraid of.

I Am Afraid Of God

I may not be the kind of person who is religious but I fear God. Who doesn't, right? I think everybody does unless you are an atheist. Though not all of us are Christians here, I know you do have a God that you fear and worship.

I Am Afraid Of Being Isolated

I once have been isolated in a room because of chickenpox. I have been there for 2️⃣ weeks. Though I can see people in my window and talk to other people outside the door, it still feels weird to be alone at night in a wide room. I'm having weird visions as if the shadows on the wall are forming like a monster and moving. I also feel like someone is watching me behind my back every time I'm alone. Though it's just my illusions, still it makes me trembles.

I Am Afraid Of Big Spiders

Since I am living in a rural area, it is typical for the residents there to have a house built with bamboo and woods. Only those who are more financially stable can build concrete houses because the hardware is quite far from our place and the items being sold there is expensive. Our house has always big spiders 🕷️ also building their homes at our roofs next to a tree, or the edge of walls. My brother would often catch those and throw them at me. Poor spiders. What could I do, then? No other choice but to run and cry. Sometimes, I got even caught a fever for being too much scared.

I Am Afraid Of My Parents

Well, who wouldn't be afraid of them? They're the ones who gave birth to us. They're the ones who will also beat us without batting an eye when we messed up at home. They're the ones who will keep us grounded when we defy their orders. They're the King&Queen at home, the rulers, the lawmakers and implementors, the executor of justice, et cetera. But above all, the financial directors. Just messed up once and you'll have no allowance for a month. 😅

I Am Afraid Of My Boss

Yes, of course. Boss is the one who is allowing me to work every day so that I can have my monthly wage in real life. It's still pandemic right now, and there's still a threat of Covid-19 with its dangerous variant –Delta. If I lose my job now because I was kicked out by my boss, how can I survive? My life would be back to zero. It's hard to find a job now since many establishments and businesses were closed, others were already bankrupt. Then, It's better to behave now in my work so I can impress my boss and I can keep working.

Well, that's all.

Many Thanks!

Those are the ones I am afraid of. What about you? Then, I challenge @OfficialGamboaLikeUs to take up this challenge since you gave me the challenge of writing Lutang Moments the last time.

Peace.

Thank you for reading this until the end. Thank you for always supporting my articles my dear readers and sponsors. I appreciate it very much. Kindly, check out also the articles of my amazing sponsors. Thank you in advance for that favor.

Stay safe and God bless everyone!

Until Next Time...

If you'd like, let's get connected! Follow me on;

Noise.cash: https://noise.cash/u/AyaneChan

Telegram: @AyaneChan21