1st June, 2022

Happy June to all my dear friends, it's a new month and on the start of every month we all make some plans and schedules, every month I used to write this line on the first page of diary (month) " life is too short so try to help others and find your happiness in the happiness of your loved ones" cos you will know the true meaning of life if ever you have focused on the real aim of life and it's living for the sake of others, it really gives happines,

Although some people's take advantage of your politeness but no worriesif there are some selfish and careless people's there are also those who are loving, caring and so kind hearted so focus on try to positive side, but today a line just clicked in my mind and I wrote it down on my diary:

"Love yourself! Try to also take care amd focus on yourself"

How will you gonna take of others if you are not fine, not good? It was just a random thought.

Any ways last night I was unable to sleep and I slept at late night but after two hours I again woke up, I offered my prayer again I went to my bed to sleep a little cos I have to go to uni but all n vain so I stood up and asked my little sister to let's come for walk with me, initially she was upset with me that why I ruined her sleep(lol), but anyways we both went there at a nearby park, this park being my all time favourite I have spend much time there so I have a special kind of attachment with that place.

After many days when I reached there I was feeling happy, so I just started walking but what's that? I have no stamina I used to take 5 to 6 rounds of the park but today after only two rounds I was exhausted, much exhausted that I thought I will not be able to go home back. Spring has gone so I didn't found much flowers there in the park but when I saw a white rose I immediately captured it.

Anyways after coming back I took a shower and got ready for university, at 7:10 bus arrived.

Reaching the university I was wondering what to do cos I have to go to library or either gym but both open at 9:00am so I just sat down there outside the cafe and I saw that the new block which was under construction is just fully prepared now. Not 1 infact two or more new blocks.

So at 9:00 am I went to the library and started studying there as I am little tensed about my finals and some guests are arriving at home so I better came to library.

It's difficult for me to spend time alone dunno why but I hate being all alone and it haunts me sometimes(haha) so at 1:30 I went towards the gymnasium it's my favourite place in whole University, when I went there, I met with everyone and while everyone was talking about sports and co-curricular activities aunty said to me you can pour out all your frustrations here listening her I picked up basketball but literally after 5 minutes I can't handle anymore so I sat down feeling a little looser cos my stamina was really good I used to play for 2,3 hours and still I was a little tired but nowadays everything is becoming difficult for me...sighs

Today was the most tiring and hectic day, also it was not a productive day at all, because at the end I was wondering how to reach bus stop(lol), I have lost all my stamina and when I reached home my mum just gave a plate full of rice,cos today my aunt said my mum to give me more rice and chicken so that I will be feeling better I don't know what's that philosophy bit the words of the elder sister means a lot to my mother so she wanted me to eat all that(lol), how I gonna eat that much but she wants me to get healthy as soon as possible by eating more and more(haha), anyways I don't like much rice it's ok to have a half plate but not more then that I also don't like chicken, beef and all non-veg food but in my home everyone is fond of non vegetarian food, me only being the single vegetarian piece(haha).

I wish to get rid of this headache as soon as possible.

Wish you all a very happy and healthy june!

Nothing is more important than your health and your happiness

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