Cry For Me (POEM)

Hola! Read.cash fam, Howdy? I hope you all doing great.

I am so down and bothered lately. I have no one to open up all my problems. I feel like I want to isolate myself from everything. I can't get a grip of my emotions and I really hated this feeling. I have so much fear that if I entirely speak to them the truth, it will only fall to misunderstanding. For that reason, I preferred not to involved someone in this dilemma I've faced. It's for the best, and I can handle it all by myself. (I guess)

Nevertheless, in order to ease the pain and weariness I've felt, I decided to express it all through writing a poem. Please read it till the end, it would be much appreciated.

Cry for me...

I have nowhere to go

I am lost and my heart is filled of sorrow

I want to burst out in tears

But it seems that nobody cares

I was considered as an enemy

And misunderstood by many

I am drown in negativity

Yet no one lends a hand to save me

Weeping is my only remedy

And these tears are the words that left unsaid

What I need is an eternal peace

And a place where no one can find me

Words are killing me softly

Covering my ears while pretending not to hear is never enough

I'm fed up with judgements

I'm sick of those ignorant voices.

I tried to show a better image

A person modeled with righteousness

A woman who wants to look pleasurable

Just to freed myself from committing mistakes.

I wish to disappear like a bubble

Because I am the root cause of any trouble

I badly want to escape from this unjust world

If only I can!

"You will be fine tomorrow".

Well, how sure are you?

It easier said than done

Tomorrow can't erase the pain of being judge by your loved once.

This feeling just won't fade away that easy.

Have you forgotten that I am a human?

I fought back because I was hurt

I ran out of patience and defended my side

How could it be wrong?

Now that I no longer have allies

I guess I will be fighting alone again

I am in a battle with no one dares to accompany and stand for me.

I guess this is the life I have to live.

They tend to recognize my worst side even more

And It seems like I was neglected and rejected

All my efforts are in vain

At the end criticisms is the only thing I gained.

This person will be vanished soon

Hoping that one day

She will find true peace and acceptance

In the hands of the Almighty Father

And if that time comes I want them to cry for me.

Closing thoughts

Read.cash community is my hiding place, and I am glad that I was able to burst out the thoughts that is flying through my mind the whole day. Hoping that I will be fine and back on track the next day. My apology for this dramatic article. Hope you understand what I've felt and please lend me some prayers guys. I badly need it this time. Thank you so much for your time!

Have a great evening!

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