Last week i was planning to apply a job, maybe i should try on it so that i have something to wait for. Suddenly my baby was not in good condition with her tummy. I think it's bloated because of the cold weather. Last, Monday morning i woke up early to because i wanted my baby to take a bath, i prepare everything we need, when i check her temperature it was okay, but her tummy is not. So i get some manzanilla to put in her tummy. I feel worried with her, because i cannot afford watching her suffering of the bloated tummy. So, what i did is i just carry her all along, when i feel numbness in my arm i will just let her lay in bed for a while. UNTIL, Tuesday comes and Wednesday.. I am still undecided to apply because of my baby, i cannot afford to go without her, i cannot afford to walk without seeing her if she's okay. Thursday comes, i had friend asking me if i will apply? I just said, yes of course but i just wanted to secure my baby first that she's okay. I will just follow you there friend.. I Never expecting that my could feel what i have plan. She never stop crying even if i gave breastfeeding her, i don't understand her why but all i can say maybe she knows I'm about to walk. What i did is I decided not go. How can i walk like this? It's my lost if there something happen to my baby.

My prepared Requirements

This requirement i prepared was not so difficult because it's just a photo copy certificate that related in computer, including TOR, VALID ID, APPLICATION LETTER. I made effort with this because it is required to put a trademark or tabbing for them it will easier to look for that certain documents. I prepared a lot of folders because i planned to apply 3 available positions which is still related in computer.

God's Purpose

Maybe God doesn't allow me to this opportunity because he has another plan for me. Maybe he wanted me to took care my baby, because my baby still needs me. And i never regrets my decision because i know it's his planned. I thank you Lord always.