Someone put a THORN and broke my HEART

Someone broke me into pieces, she broke me like it was hard to find where the other parts of me coz I still felt the pain of every wound she did, wounds are too deep to heal, its really difficult to find a pain reliever while thinking of a happy pill that you lost.

I just hear the lyrics of a song which is " Ang prinsesa sa akong damgo tua nas Laing Palasyo "these lyrics of a song made me realize and think of what I felt right now, the feeling of being broken, It's difficult to think that someone you love, someone you care, someone become part of your life, someone who talks to every day, someone who you think is the one who will be there in your ups and downs in life but it ends up leaving you alone wounded in a muddy situation.

Before, I didn't believe in heartaches causes by a relationship or this what we call love, I didn't believe in heartache coz I didn't experience before a relationship that will badly change my immature mind into a serious kind of engaging someone to become part of my simple life. I never expect that this feeling can affect in my emotional aspect, I just feel now how hurt the pain cause by this thing, the pain I felt is the equavalent in return of how I feel of being happy before with her. Totoo pala talaga na " If you choose to be inlove you choose to get hurt" but my question is kailangan ba talagang masaktan ? Haha🤣

Sabi nga nila na "No one has ever pick up a Rose and appeciate its beauty without accepting its thorns " bat kailangan may thorns pa hihi, anyways yan ang buhay parang life, you feel the pain because you feel the love, we can't force someone, to love us back, we must learn to put ourself to the place where we belong.

My apology for being a dramatic guy in work for now, hehe, to make it clear iniwan at naiwan ako ngayung mga panahon nato but it's okay not to be okay that's part of life. I been in a relationship for two years for my side, yes for my side lang kasi nagkalabuan kami in ouro one and 11th months for two years sana but I didn't feel like were totally split coz I still believe that we can fix the argument we had kasi andaming beses na namin nag-away bati peru we end up in forgiving to each other and back to normal again thats why we go this long for 1 year and 11 months but for me it's 2 years coz I still greet her at our 2nd anniversarry sana, I still manage to send to her a long sweet message that time even though wala na siyang pakialam, I still texted to her and message her but she always ignoring my chats, text and she blocked my number too.

Days passed by, I created a dummy account in facebook coz I badly missed her, I chatted her in valentines day and greet her as well, at first she didn't recognized me but becuase of missing her so much I open myself that I stalk her. We chated like the usuall we did before and I ask to fix what we did but a days after ay blinock nanaman yung account na ginawa ko, I did my best to contact and communicate to her but I ended up hurting myself.

I didn't know what happened why she acted like that to me na parang nilalayuan na talaga ako without considering sa mga pinagdaanan namin, until one of my freind here told me na merun na siyang iba, and I thought it is only a joke untill she sent a proof, parang gumuho ang mundo ko that time haha😅 knowing na pinagpalit ako sa seaman, kaya narerealize ko pa unti-unti kahit masakit😅 na wala talaga akong laban kasi seaman yung katapat haha.

After I confirmed na may iba na pala siya, I still contact her at sinabi ko na "bat di mo sinabi agad na may iba kana nang di na ako umasa pa " and she only replied na hindi pa daw siya ready na sabihin sa akin that time. Peru despite of all, sinabi ko talaga sa kanya na, " sasabihin ko sana na masaya ako para sa enyu peru hindi ko talaga kaya ansakit pala " at sabay sabi ko atlast na "sana iingatan ka niya".

Anyways I'm pretending to be happy now, este I mean I'm happy now hehe, focus muna sa work to earn money kasi as of now parang kapalit-palit pa talaga hahah. Self love na muna tayo sa ngayon, malay mo bukas makalawa pwedi na. Again my apology for a drammatic topic right now, wala ehh mas maganda na yung maisulat may kabulohan pa, keysa sa mag emote at maglasing walang maibubunga na mabuti .

Uunahan kona muna yung basher dito ahh kasi I know walang comment to na maganda in every article ko hahah lalo na sa topic nato NO GIRLFRIEND SINCE BIRTH kasi to kaya I know na ano reaction nito hahah @Jopix404, kasi ito guys, freind ko to peru di pato nagkakagirlfreind peru every week before way back in college p kasi panay crush lang kasi siya heheh tapos ang nangyayari nasasaktan siya pag yung crush niya may kasamang iba,🤣

By the way Good Morning Pilipinas and GOOD DAY WORLD.

DONT RUINED YOUR DAY BY THINKING OF A BAD YESTERDAY ;*