May 4, 2022 13:40pm
Dreams may sometime be made because of our overthinking in a certain things or event, but there are times that our dreams are just random or sometimes there are dreams that you remember then you felt like it happened already in your life, do you feel the same with me, ung parang ung panaginip mo is ngyari na but you forget the exact time and date right?
We mostly forgot our dreams when we wake up, but sometimes they remain in our minds and we almost pictured out what was our dreams right?
I have these two random dreams that I still remember up to now, the first dream was last week but still I can't erase it in my mind. I don't know why until I realize the reason.
Last week, while having our lunch there at the house of Mami, I dont know who opened the topic about dreams but I find myself sharing my dream.
Out of nowhere my father came to my dream and I saw the different him in my dreams, a very strict and powerful father, he was so mad in my dreams I dont know whats the reason why he was so mad at me, we never had a conversation in my dreams.
Then when I woke up I say a little prayer and at the back of my mind, I am happy that he visits me in my dreams even it was the opposite him.
Now I realized why he visits me in my dreams because his birthday is getting close June 12 to be exact. Maybe he is reminding me with His special day, and if you don't know, yours trully is the apple of eye of my father that his siblings told me, right after he said goodbye to the world. Maybe he just missed me and want to see Adrielle so he visits me a few days ago. But we do pay a visit on his grave when we go home last April, all of us and my two siblings repainted thier so-called home(nitso)thier because they were already 4(4 na sila magkakapatong dun sa nitso)
Then my second random dreams, was just happened lastnight, it was about me who is applying for work again and its an overseas job, I saw myself again in agency and passing my documents and returning back to the company where I worked before in taiwan. I dont know what with my dream, is this a sign na ba that I need to look for a job or return to the same company where I worked before since they are open for hiring and rehiring?
Half of my mind is pushing me to work, but half of it says take care of Adrielle first since I have my income naman through noise and readcash. If I will take a look on Adrielles future with my partner, I dont think she will have a bright future since my partner is not dreaming high, he was contented with what we have in everyday, but if I will work naman while she was young, I am afraid that she will be left with whoever since my partner is alcoholic and that what I hate the most, I dont want her to experience the same thing as her cousin whose Mom is working in Malaysia and she sometimes slept in different house because her father is drunk.