I'm starting to realize that my parents are getting older and i feel so disappointed for being stuck in my "self-figuring out which way to go/learning self-love" era. I mean I have more years for myself and I can't help thinking that I'm just being selfish for having so many excuses. I think I have to stop worrying about my future and start working on how to make my parent's life a little less difficult. again I am reminded of " Be kind to your parents, it's their first time living life too"

and that made me tear up. I want the world to be kinder to them and so they can enjoy their life to fullest.

If I am to be reborn again, I wish to be reborn as their parents and I'll take all the chance in the world to take care and love them like how they spent their whole life loving us.

by the way it's their 47th Wedding Anniversary tomorrow. -