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@abrilata

Joined 6 August 2021 · 163 posts

I am rooted but I flow.

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He never fails to listed. My baby cat is recovering, We visited him yesterday and he’s alot stronger now. I am hoping we can finally bring him home today.

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3rd night of my baby cat in vet clinic. I visited him earlier, I saw a bit of improvement, I was told he began to eat kibbles and drink water. He is still healing but i hope he gets better.

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My baby cat got confined due to urinary blockage. He got catheterized and he was ver weak. He hasn't eaten or drink in 24 hrs that’s why we rushed him to the nearest vet clinic. I hope he gets better. I missed him so much already :(

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They wouldn’t know what the bunso carries. Let alone expect that we are not hurting

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Atleast You know her thoughts are all scattered everywhere just like a crumpled papers that were thrown all over the place. There are times she would start again, and again even she knows no guarantee if she would succeed or not but yup she tries, constantly trying. She believes that one day it will all be worth it despite all the pains and thorns along her way. There she is,always present even in times she feels like she’s not herself. You know? she kept showing up even if it’s hard to face the world. But yeah, she’s always there. Just there Atleast.

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Mondayy feels but unlike when I'm working in a corpo world, I felt like everything back then is a forced task. Now I don't feel that much pressure still stressed out sometimes but tolerable plus salary is givingggg

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And once again we are saved. Now it's our time to protect who protects us.

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The Calm before the Storm The calm before the storm is not a safety yet it is a warning. Mainit, walang ulan, walang ulap- that's because the eye of the storm is still few km away. Hinihigop ng bagyo lahat ng moisture sa paligid, common knowledge na ito sa marami And when the eyewall hit, Wind speed can change drastically- from eerie calmness to destructive in under few minutes. The few drops can become a massive rainfall without warning enough to flood the areas. so be prepared. Now that Bagyong uwan will probably hit Luzon. The Mighty Stormbreakers of Luzon **Sierra Madre, Cordilleras, Caraballo Range** Di dapat laging inaasa sa kanila because we all know matagal na nila tayong pinaglaban sa mga nagdaang bagyo. pero yung mga taong pinoprotektahan nila ay paulit ulit silang kinakalbo't nilalapastangan. These mountain ranges were designed not only for the beauty but to protect the land from devastating floods. Don't forget kung paano nila sinasangga ang bagyo, pinahihina ang lakas ng hangin at ulan just to save us. They are there for a purpose! and we? Why won't we protect them as well at all cost? Stop selfishness, stop the greed for power and money. Stop illegal loggings, deforestation, illegal minings. Because when abused, they too can tremble and cause flash floods. Take this chance to be prepared. **What to prioritize (not in particular order!!)** Water, clean bottles mag stock ng malinis na maiinom when bagyo hits, maaring walang mabilihan or sarado mga waterstation Food, canned food all food that we can consume, We wouldn't know what will happen and our body needs energy Ayusin ang dapat ayusin, ipako ang dapat ipako, itali ang dapat itali, Ikeep sa plastic yung mga documents, important things. Must be handy! Don't forget people in your households senior, kids, babies and even pets! prepare all their needs and must be accessible, jacket, dry clothes, (food and water and meds are non negotiable) Medicine, First aid kit, ID's, Candles, Devices must be charged cellphones ,powerbanks, rechargable powerstation, lights anything. Load your simcards, data. everything you can use, Cash should be ready. Manood only sa reliable sources to avoid fake news! -if flood prone area keep your things handy be ready to evacuate! I know mahirap iwanan ang tahanan pero mas mahirap mawalan ng buhay. I know it's hard but we are capable to build shelters again. W*rite your name, address, information in a paper keep it in a ziplock and waterproof case. Keep it with you. When you know you know.* Most importantly, Prayers. I couldn't feel at ease with this bagyong uwan. Hindi prone sa flood itong area namin but this calmness and stillness is really creepy! after what happened to Cebu I know some areas there na hindi usually na binaha pero but when tino hits maraming nalubog na bahay. Mas okay na maging over prepared, maging obsessed sa safety. Be OA, Be overthinking. Think of possibilities being paranoid will save you. yun lang. Stay safe people :)

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13 years ago Yolanda land exactly November 8, 2013 Now Philippines will be facing Bagyong Uwan November 8, 2025 What a cruel coincidence. Be safe everyone let's pray

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do it scared, do it alone, do it anyway

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Lately, I’ve been feeling dizzy — it’s still tolerable, but I wonder if it’s because of my poor eyesight. If I had enough money, I’d definitely get LASIK surgery; I’m so tired of wearing glasses. And you know what? If I ever become rich or even a billionaire someday, I’d make it a priority to sponsor elderly people with poor eyesight, giving them access to free treatment. I just want to help them see clearly again — so they live in comfort. Anyway it's raining nonstop here in south I hope everyone's okay!

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finally a me time afterwork. Idk why I'm watching twinkilng watermelon just now hahhaa

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Don’t blame me if it feels like I’m rushing through life. My parents aren’t getting any younger. Every time I see them in pain, I feel it too. When they struggle, a part of me breaks. So no, I don’t care if I seem too busy to hang out, or if I haven’t yet healed my inner child or heal old wounds. That can wait. I don’t mind being slow in other parts of life—because nothing compares to the happiness I feel when I see my parents smile. If I have anything to prove, it’s not to the world. It’s to them. I want them to know they didn’t fail. They raised someone kind. Someone good. And I just want them to see that before time takes away the chance.

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One thing I know is we have the power to shape our reality.

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"There are those anonymous ones, stuck inside the perfect frame they're faking. All of us anonymous ones, who pick themselves apart till they start breaking and we keep on keeping secrets that we think we have to hide but what we really need is somebody to see that secret side and to know that we're somehow not alone." This song part really hits . I am so glad I came across this musical movie Dear Evan Hansen. Oh how I wish I can watch the live play on Solaire Manila ;(

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There's no secret to becoming a good person. Just choosing a different perspective in life. Stucked in never ending cycles? maybe sometime in between those lines we'll find our purpose. It doesn't have to be so perfect. Just enough to make us feel alive.

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Just finishing up work. It may be tiring but at the end of the day I am still grateful for this blessing. Small steps .

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Yes, it is exhausting. But I will never complain—my parents' hardships were far heavier than mine could ever be. I will forever be grateful for their unwavering support and love. No pressure, no questions, no need to ask why—just pure, unconditional love showering over me. And that alone is more than enough. So who am I to ask for more?

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So here I am questioning my life choices but still aiming for that win. I know I will too soon

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the only way to do it is to do it anyway

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Every dream, near or far, I know, i know they're reachable. all i have to do is keep moving.

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I almost forgot I am sitting on my answered prayer. I am too busy to notice, I have been so selfish. I wanted progress, I yearn for more, I asked for more I have been ungrateful and worst is I forgot to thank God. Now I am slowing down and noticed how I struggled back then. It humbled me down. I cried, and I pray for forgiveness and I can't thank him enough for all the things he prepared for me. The problem is with my self the evil that's creeping around me waiting for me to fail and turn back to my God. I won't allow it. I won't welcome it. Because I have only one God. I put all my trust in him the way he put his to mine. I may fail multiple times but I know loving him is my greatest win. His love is what I needed. nothing more , nothing less. and so I slow down. Making sure I won't miss any of his miracles.

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I just love being loved by someone who supports me all the way, comforts me, gives me peace, make me feel like home. Perhaps we've crossed paths in past lives, finding each other again and again—that's why this connection feels so surreal. We've chosen to love in this lifetime, I hope we find each other once more in our next life and fall in love again like it's the very first time

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Finally here **She said, 'I'll stay,' and I didn't fully understand it when she first held my hand, assuring me that I didn't need to worry about anything else. 'Trust me,' she added. 'Trust me.'** But I never listened." I am searching for something else—a love that others will accept. Blinded by what they said was right, I tried again. I gave my heart and accepted what they offered, but I feel so hollow. I feel so incomplete. This is supposed to be the right thing to do, yet why does it feel like it's not the right thing for me? feeling all the tears dripping down my face, carrying the burden of lies I have said to someone. I am thinking what did I do wrong? I know for a fact that I am just trying to be like everyone else, I am just trying to fit in, so I won't face judgements and be safe for prying eyes. But the pain I'm feeling is greater and I can't find happiness at all. Love landed on me all of a sudden, and they rejoiced, saying,*'Open your heart, just open your heart*.' But how can I do it when it doesn't feel like love in the first place? Yes, I felt the butterflies, I felt the heartbeats, the temporary comfort—but it doesn't fit mine. I can try, but I know deep inside I am looking for the love I have missed for a long, long time. I gave it a chance to sit. Entertained it, listened to what it had to offer. I welcomed it with open arms and accepted it with the hope that one day it would grow, and that one day I could finally feel what I was supposed to feel. Yet again, I failed. I tried my best to believe it was the love that everyone talks about, but why doesn't it feel like it's supposed to? *Why it doesn't feel like hers?* I am stepping out, I needed to clear my mind. But why does this road is taking me home? My heart led me here, to where she sits each day, waiting for my return. She welcomes me without question or remorse as to why am I keep on leaving, offering the same love, Her warmth surrounds me. I look around, and everything is as it was—unchanged, yet deeply familiar. Here, I find the love I've been searching for my whole life; here, I find peace. I asked her “why?”. With the same eyes that sees who I really am, she replied “*I am not sure if you’re coming back, But I am certain that love will find me here,- and now you’re here.”* . . . . . . . . When she said she'd stay, I didn't realize she meant it for a lifetime

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Happyy sunday everyone. Its still felt surreeeaaa I passed both certs and I am now getting thereee!

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in a few hours Live certification sched will start. I cannn do thiss!!

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live cert day since yesterday I am hoping na makapasa for phase 2 of intensive training. I did not come this far just to come this far

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Phase 2 is about to end. LC is coming near. I hope I can do it ❤️