Today I'm feeling apathetic... I feel like just lying down in bed, and dwell in this cloudy sky I'm currently in. But I'm trying to fight it, trying to quiet it down and get down to what I need to do. I look at my computer screen and see only a white blank space with nothing in my mind to fill it with... I'm trying my best to live each day, day to day and make the most out of the 24 hours I am given. But for now, I know I need to push myself and that's what I'm trying to do