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Angry mom

No school today. If you talk about something bad it will happen. My mother became angry with me and she kept scolding, yelling, and beating me with a whip. The housekeeper left and will not come back. My mother says it is because of me. I make everybody angry and scare them away. I should have never been born. Can't the neighbors hear what she is yelling? I can hear it if they talk too loud and I can hear the neighbor if he's drumming. He plays in the Dutch Jazz Swinging Band. Perhaps no one cares. They do not feel what I feel and do not have the marks of a whip or dog leashes, no bumps, no blue spots, no bruises. My mother will tell people about the crinkle in my head and how clumsy I am. She always tells the same story, repeat it time after time. She cannot talk in a normal way. Says everything three times, followed by "repeat what I said" and next repeats herself again. I do not listen to her, I don't want to hear her voice but even if she keeps her mouth shut I still hear her saying these words, hear her repeating herself. I can not repeat her. I know she always says the same but I can not repeat those stupid sentences of hers. It makes her angry but I cannot help it. Francoise is not the only one who thinks she is weird. **Friday** September 19, 2020 **A kid's diary** Gymnastic rings https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/gymnastic-rings-a123fbc3 Shopping https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/shopping-e8c911a5 Observations https://read.cash/@wakeupkitty/observations-644b34be

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