Well, actually I am not an addict but I could easily be on. I have everything that is good for not being able to face life, hide, and give up to start with being unwanted from the moment of conception, followed by birth.
Although my parents didn't drink my father did smoke for a while and my mother was nuts. At times she drank wine but never was drunk she worked 24/7. Her addiction was humiliating and molesting people. She enjoyed seeing others suffer. Next to that she was a shopaholic and ate more cookies, cakes, and handmade chocolates a day than any pastery could make. After that, she put her finger in her throat and... There was something else she ate: laxatives. I doubt they helped her to release but she consumed them. Might be it was to get rid of the worms. Worms she said I had in my brain.
My family in law is a bunch of drunks. Drunks are more annoying because of their smell with the mix of total behavior, aggression, lack of intelligence and the huge lack of hygiene. My mother looked charming but my family in law never did which makes one think. I think if I would be an addict I would drink. Drugs and food do not sound attractive for some reason. Might be I saw enough needles and pills in my life and smokers I consider as worse.
I never ended up with a bottle underneath a tree like I said I would. Alcohol is expensive and the last time I drank a sip port I felt something snap in my head. Later I might drink if the painful end is near and I can stink in peace. Hopefully my nose will not be that great as it is now and I won't smell me.
Device: mobile phone
Egg timer: set at 10 minutes
Grammarly ran
By the way: I was addicted to my first computer and I think I was to a game I played. I told my children but they said I am not because I still cook and clean....
I am praying and hoping that my kids won't follow their father's love of liqour.. Its so frustrating to see when a man is drunk