A love found and lost 2

Good day to all, my apologies for not posting this part yesterday because I'm not feeling well. How was your day? let's always take care of ourselves because the virus is spreading fast.

Let me continue my story. R left L and their baby in Manila, he went home to Davao de Oro. He wasn't sure about his decision, he was questioning himself, he knows that he was wrong but he is not ready for the responsibility that he is facing now. He loves L and his baby but he is not ready yet. When he arrived at their home, R told his mother everything, his mother was upset living L and the baby but R explained his reason. R got a job he makes himself busy for a while and many months L contact him telling him that she is coming over to live with him. R wasn't expecting the decision that L did and after a few weeks, they arrived in Davao de Oro. R wasn't prepared at all their house are small to fit all of them and they need to rent a house, he have no savings for all the expenses that they are facing, L insisted that she save some but R told her when would her savings last.

They have a difficult time they are both undergrads and have no fixed job to find, R got an on and off the job and the salary rate is low, L could not work because of the baby. R starting to lose his focus, he always stay out late and sometimes went home drunk. There is also a time that he is not home for a few days and L doesn't know where he is. They started to fight about the things R is doing to his life, L could no longer talk to R about their future and what would they do for their child, when they start talking about it, they would end up fighting. It's almost nine months that L stayed in Davao de Oro, now he wanted it final, she doesn't want to raise a child in that environment they have, the fighting, not enough food, and all the hardships they experience. She know that she could provide better for her child and she won't want to stress herself and insisted to R their presence. She decided to go back to Manila, R didn't hold them back she let them be and it's the end of their relationship the baby is already 9 months old. L was calm while saying goodbye to R, she wishes R well and hopefully, he can live the life that he wanted.

L left R forever, they seldom talk and if they have time R is just asking for their baby nothing more. Then there comes a time that they no longer communicate. After how many years R got the news that L went abroad to work and their son is already 5 yrs. old. The child didn't know that he is the father, L left their child to her parents, L didn't have any relationship after she left R she just focus her time on her child. R just absorb the news that his cousin told him, he was thinking they have a wonderful life than him. R went through many difficult times, he got into many relationships and failed his life went on a real roller coaster ride until one day he found another girl that changes his life. He confides everything to her, that he already has a child with some and the new girl understands they built a life that he hasn't given before to L. He became responsible in everything he does, the struggle is there but they both fight it together.

R is lucky to have a new life with her (his wife now) they have 2 son's and he is a hand's on father. He worked hard to provide for his family they may have problems but that's normal. Who could know that R would have a better life, everybody could tell that he wouldn't change, but he did and he proves them wrong. He was happy and contented with his life he thought of his son to L sometimes and talk to his wife about it that he wanted to visit his son if they would allow him. Then one day without knowing L is looking for him, she got his cell number from R's sister, they talk on the phone L told R that their son is already graduating from elementary and asked about him, R was happy hearing that news, but L told R that it's not the right time yet. L wanted the kid to finish his studies first maybe after college they would see each other. R didn't disagree he thought it would be good so that it won't distrust the focus of the child.

Years pass, L was still working abroad and R living his own life with his family. The phone rang and R answered, his sister was on the other line telling him that L is already gone (died). R could not believe what he heard 2 years past they talk on the phone and L didn't mention that she is sick. L died from colon cancer, R could not sleep he was thinking when it started, his sister told him that L was already in Manila a year ago and refused to be treated it was already on its 4th stage. All the memories that they have come back to R if he could only stand for them before she was his everything but he could not give it to them even himself. That's the only thing that he can do now to have a flashback and regrets. R called L sister and talk to her, L sister told R that even a bit L didn't regret everything that happened between them, she was happy having a son with him, and maybe someday they would face each other as father and son.

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Did I make you cry? me too. They have the right love at the wrong time. Sometimes we need to experience pain to learn and to strive better. We will never know what would be the ending of our own love story, as the elderly say "every day is an adjustment and learning". Hope you like my story and I would like to thank you all and my very supportive sponsors thank you very much. Take care always my read cash friends and have a nice day 😘

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