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"I Felt so Demotivated Today!"

As what I have mentioned in yesterday's article, a lot of times, I think out of nowhere.

And seriously, it so happened today, **AGAIN**! Ugh.. What am I supposed to do about this? I felt so tired and demotivated to do something today.🙁 Last night, I was being hooked watching the soap opera, "Ang Iyo ay Akin", I slept around 2 am. I woke up around 7:30, I ate breakfast with my mama and papa, and toke a bath afterwards. After that, I went to my cousin's house to put some coins to their "peso-net machine" and connect to the internet. Last night, I wasn't able to reply all the comments I've got from my article, "Second Month on the Platform" because I was out of GBs in my home prepaid wifi. That's the reason why I chose to watch the "teleserye" before I went to sleep. My eyes feels so heavy right now. I want to sleep but I can't. "Dagdagan pa nang matindig sikat nang araw." Hayysst.. I really can't sleep when I am exposed to sunlight after taking a bath. Actually, I just headed home, because I felt so sleepy, but right now, I really can't do the thing. "Hindi pa talaga ako napagdala nang payong." "Super init talaga." (Arte ko ba?) Mind If I'm ask, *"Why do I felt sleepy after taking a bath?" "Am I the one feeling this?"*

While writing this piece, I just lay down in bed. Still feeling the heaviness of my eyes.😩 I want to cry for this silly reason actually. "Umandar na naman ang pagiging cry-baby ko sa point na'to." I'm having a headache too. I can't focused on what to do for the day. Sorry for this st*pidity. I just can't stand it. Right now, I just want someone to comfort and motivate me. Or maybe I just missed my bebu. We haven't seen each other for two weeks right now. And last night, he went to his friends and he didn't told me. He just said, *"Its just an urgent gathering, mamhie."* But why? Why he didn't told me? I'm his girlfriend. I should know about it, right? Ugh.. Yet, I chose not to get mad at him for that matter. I just want to let him be. "Malaki na siya!" He already knew what's best thing to do. "Pagod lang din talaga siguro ako." Anyways, back to the topic. "What demotivates you?" "When you feel demotivated, what do you to dealt with it?" Maybe, my braincells felt tired too.🙁 ***"Do I need to force myself to sleep?"*** Sorry for making thi short. I just hope you will understand me right now.. P-L-E-A-S-E!.. Lead Image/gif credits: **giphy.com** Thank you so much my fam!📖 Happy weekend to you all..

**"No hate, just LOVE!**🤗❤️" To God be all the Glory!😇 [July 24, 2021]

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