Last Hope
Yesterday I was very grateful because the date of my rebirth in this year, I give thanks to God because the defense of my life can again be in this world. My growing age yesterday made me raise hopes for the next day. My birthday. To be honest, I never had a party, only a visit from the priest to pray for me because since I was little I never celebrated this historic day because my parents weren't used to it and that's what made me just appear simple and straightforward.
I may shed a little tears when remembering the difficult times I had to go through which may not be as beautiful as my other friends but for me happiness, peace, blessings, protection, health and my work are the most important things I have received in my life until now and this is the most important thing that I have that in every prayer.
I also realized that as a man I have to make a plan for the future because for me life will continue to be created well because of the changes in every life. Every day is a change and hope is what will make you better than before. As someone who already has an educational background and a decent job, I feel that there are things that I must pursue when I see the reality that has befallen me at this time.
I have finished my education in college a few years ago and that was the culmination of the happiness I received during my life which was full of question marks despite having to work and try in my youth but had made a big impact with satisfying results for the future of a man who lives in a simple family. . Becoming a scholar is a good image in my family because of my family members only I have a high educational background but I have never underestimated my brothers because they were also my fighters and supporters when I was in college.
But I also realize that on the other hand I feel defeated by them because of my two brothers I am the only one who is not married, my sister and brother are married and this is a tough challenge in my life to pursue the last hope that has not been recorded in legal and religious books.
The last hope may be very heavy because it is not easy to do alone based on a background in life that does not always support love and affection. Getting married is the last way for a man or woman to let go of singleness and will leave youth with some mischief and selfishness, age may increase without anything to stop but wedding anniversary will not happen without an action.
Don't worry about marriage life, you'll surely come to that time. However you should enjoy your singleness as when you enter to the marriage stage, life is very different. Anyway belated happy birthday.