I never really handled it well like what most people think.

I'm just good at lying to their faces, putting on a fake smile, and making them believe that I was okay. It's not because I don't trust them enough to tell them my worries and burdens; it's just that I don't dare to be vulnerable to them. Even in my worst state, you won't see me crumble, you won't see me shed even a single tear and I won't even ask for help. You won't even feel that there is wrong. But you will always see me— right through my eyes.

I never really handle it well; I'm just good at pretending that my world isn't falling apart.