That incident though😌

July 18, 2021

As I was sipping on my coffee the morning breeze that touches my skin feels so good. It feels like the wind is granting light kisses over me. Telling me those mornings is very welcoming when lightheaded and not minding the world's worries. You alone and your coffee make it the perfect beginning of the morning.

Mesmerized by the kisses of the wind you stand up and start your busy day.

The hectic schedule and the never-ending phone calls became your daily dose of vitamins every day.

Don't mind that. I'm just having weird feeling nowadays. Maybe because I got another assignment at work or maybe my son growing up rapidly that sometimes I would like to sit still and enjoy the present moment with my son and my favorite coffee..

Speaking of feeling weird I remember the time I got worried and really cried in an instant because of a certaib chat and post that my sister sent me way back year 2018 when I was just starting my work in the main office. I was assigned on site before I get to be a permanent office staff.

It was a very cold morning and as usual I get to start my day feeling great because it's Monday and after work I will get to go to my monday scheduled prayer meeting.

When suddenly at 10am, if I'm not mistaken my older sister made a prank at me telling me my son was taken by her father and my son gladly came with him. He was just 2 years old at that time.

I keep scrooling my timeline about tgat post but it seems that account by my sister where he posted the photo was no longer available so I can't show you the actual post.

Back on thst time. The moment I saw my sisters message it felt like a pale of cold water with ice cubes came washing over me. I felt cold and then after i became restless. Without looking the picture she sent me I immediately called her at once and ask her if it's true. I was crying like hell without minding my boss looking confused by my weird actions. I ran out of tge office and keep calling her but sje didn't answer me.

I was planning to take a leave and went home since they're not picking up their phones. When a facebook notification suddenly popped up and I,was tagged by my sisters post.

I was known as a persob who never cursed, ever, but the moment I saw that particular post I screamed curses that I never know exists in me.

I scream in anguish outside the company building because of frustrations. And then I saw her comment on tgst same post. "It's only a matter of 3 seconds and she's calling like a madman😂".

(Some of you or for some whom who have read my past articles, I am an avid fan of EXO esoecially EXO'S Kai and my love for him is still untainted until this very day☺)

Because of my anger, I cried and cried until my eyes get's puffy. I calmed myself before I went back to the office.My Lady boss maybe want to ask what happen but after seeing my state restrains herself in asking.

Fast forward to the moment I came home. I saw my son waiting for me at the gate. I ask him why he's outside and it's very late ( I always came home late usually 11-1am). He told me that his Tita was scolded by mom earlier because of pranking me in peak of the day and while I 'm at work ao he's waiting for me to tell me not to be angry anymore because it was just a plain joke.

Eventhough I'm angry I can't help my self but cry watching my son felt pity over her aunt so I said okay and ushered him to come inside.My sister ask for forgiveness, she thought it was fun but it seems not by the look of my face and the way I am guilty crying earlier because of my swollen eyes.

These kind of situation kinda freaks me out. I keep on thinking if ever his father would come and get him. But I also take it to myself that I've been raising him all along all these years so why would I accept the fact that his father can get him.Nah ah..never gonna happen at all.

Well, that incident came to my mind out of nowhere because I've been watching my son the whole day.

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Enjoy your day with your cup of coffee!

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Fin!