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Do I like who I am right now? **May 16, 2022** It's Monday again and another day to grind, I am not really into making an article for the day as I want to cool down my mind over personal matters but I guess my fingers just keep on moving the cursor and open read and then write. I can't actually think of anything to write may it be nonsensical again or what so I was looking at my drafts and found this and I remember I saved it just Wednesday last week if I'm not mistaken. It's from@ARTicLEE 's answers to such deep questions, you can check it here. I want to answer some but I want to challenge myself and answer everything that's on the board. https://read.cash/@ARTicLEE/i-havent-really-asked-myself-these-at-least-most-of-them-a154f5ab

https://cdn.rcimg.net/ARTicLEE/a154f5ab/db0835e1849970914c0a2c2b9e3f1fbf.png?width=700 **Do I like who I am right now?** Honestly no, if you have read my previous article you'll know that I am now doubting my decisions and I am also not like these negativities in my mind right now. **When was the last time I laughed so hard?** Just last week, after my shift ended I watched Tiktok videos and there are a lot of videos there that you get to laugh so hard that you'll get tears in your eyes after. It's really hilarious. **What would I truly regret not doing if I died tonight?** None so far I guess, I did live my life just as it is right now. **What advice has someone in my family given, and that I have taken just in time?** Made a truce with the father of my child and I did it during a pandemic. **What were the top three lessons I learned the hard way?** Accept changes for I am always in denial before and I don't want my plans go wary. Never give up. After I gave birth I almost give up and take my life and I am thankful it didn't happen. **What would I do if my biggest fear came true?** I've been playing scenarios in my mind on what will I do but I know that I will be really blank when that time happens. **What would I do with my remaining days if I had only a year left to live?** Spend more time with my son, plan for his future while I'm at it, and give him the best educational plan. Also, spend time with my family and friends. I want to really travel by sea for I never tried once. **Am I a servant of money, or does money serve me?** As much as I don't want to be a servant of money, it so happens that most things are doing well with the money involved. The clothes I wear, and the rice I need to cook for everyone in the household made me lack the sense that money works for me. **Why am I afraid of being true to myself when others are around?** I just don't want them to see how vulnerable I am and don't want to outshine my sisters for we are all equal in the eyes of more people. **What are the three things that I am most grateful for?** **Family**, because I am not like these, doing my best in everything if not because of them. **Work**, I need a stable job to sustain my needs not just following my dreams. **Noise/Read**. these have been my constant companion and I put some journals with them. **Have I done something recently that I could be proud of?** Voting for my chosen political candidate without my vote being bought. I chose them from my heart. **When was the last time I extended kindness to somebody?** I don't remember such events but I do extend it. Like when they need someone and I am giving it to them, something like that. **What do I really want from life?** Peace Hope and Love. **What aspect of my personality still needs improvement?** My actions for I'm a slow learner. **Must I take other people's advice?** Yes if they are useful to you. **What annoys me the most?** A lot but the worst would be procrastinating. **Do others find me likable?** I don't know for I didn't ask people if I am likable or not but I bet you are.

I answered the first part of the question because I am sleepy now and can't find some interesting things to write. I hope you get a chance to answer these all queries like I am Gonna sleep now as I also need to get up early for work. Goodnight guys, God Bless @mommykim

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