Gonna make a change...

August 14, 2022

I have been contemplating, whether I need to make a change for myself or just stay where I'm at right now.

I've been having trouble at work ever since the pandemic came but they came to be bearable before. I guess I shared some or more bits of it last year and even a few months ago. The stress, the problems, body pains, depression, anxiety, and all.

I thought to myself that if I can all chew them and just bear with it a little more I guess I can carry on with work as it is.

But with the current situation and my co-workers slowly retracting their contracts and shoving their resignations one by one made me think a lot about it.

The work is not hard as I am used to it or so I say, the responsibilities are quite many but I can get through it but it's just that I need a place to grow.

For the time being, I will not be going to the office as per agreement as we have no more projects and it's also a ghost month, it was abrupt and my things were still intact in the office but it's not that I am already fully unemployed.

I will be an on-call staff as of the moment until we have projects going and it will be possible next month to be precise.

I came to a thought, that this may be an opportunity for me to change course, to try new things.

But, I came to a halt, and look at my son. He will be back to school in the next two weeks so I will use this time first to have more time with him until he comes back to school and only then I will plan on pursuing my plans.

What are those?

I did plan on venturing into BPO and I inquired my beautiful baby @BreadChamp about it but I haven't sent her what she needs as I need to tend to my son first and also have a lot of rest. If I succeed in applying as planned, I tend to submit my resignation too as if it's what would be of help to the company. I can't leave Lady Boss honestly, not because I've been attached to her and we've been together at work for a long time, it's just that she thought me a lot and she honed me to be good in what I do by her guidance, she might be strict and people often judged him as is but she really is a kind-hearted person which also makes it hard for me to leave.

After a week, I shall finalize such decisions if nothing will happen in the company. I kept on praying to stay as I am at most enjoying my work but with such circumstances, I won't how to prolong my stay though.

This is only a plan, I will be sending my resume soon and I will just go with the flow in the following days..

May God guide me on such decisions..

Thank you for reading!