30(4-6)...Down the memory lane

May 30, 2022

30(4-6)

I am not a person who really is fond of consistency lol..blame mother dearest about me being like this. I am not consistent in finding ways about life. Not even consistent with my decisions in life how much more about work lol!!

This would be my 2nd article for today as I missed publishing an article last night due to the internet connection that I published the article early in the morning when I was on my way here at work.

So for now I will answer these three as I am more inspired to answer more than one, I know this is a 30 days challenge but a little mess up with me not following the rules will make it more exciting lol!! Or it's just me getting just bored answering only one during the day...hehehe

My favorite memory

I always say this that my favorite memory was when I give birth to my son, that would always be my number one list of the memories I can remember for the rest of my life. But looking back when my pumpkin was not being planned or expected, back to the time where I was a young fella with boogers and morning star every morning,lol!!!

To some this might be just normal but to me it's memorable, it was when my two Gramps we're still alive. Those two are full of humor but I didn't inherit even bits of their humor from them. But their humor or the way they joked sometimes put me on edge. We we're sitting in the living room, me and the Gramps. They we're talking about other people(may lahing Marites mga Lolo ko) and I was just watching T.V as to accompany them in the living room as the other we're busy preparing dinner. When suddenly both their eyes are on me, the eff, I kept thinking what I did wrong this time that they we're really serious while fixing their eyes on me. I was sweating bucket as they we're not talking and just shooting daggers at me with their eyes. Do you know the feeling of being nervous that you want to pee, that was what I was feeling. Then Yoyong (Papz dad) called for me.

" Do you know Jhen?" moment of truth on what did I do wrong

"Yes Yong"

" That we love you and you're one of our favorites" (they both sang in chorus)
I was astounded at first and then processing what they we're saying at me since they're both serious as in they're not smiling while the people in the kitchen listening to us were already laughing. As I was recalling what they said I look at them and as if on cue they both smiled at me . I was literally crying as I thought I made a severe mistake that time. I was crying even though they usher me to be in between them. I am never the type of kid who talked a lot so them doing those really had me crying that only Papz got to subside my crying hahaha. That was embarrassing but it was also my favorite memory with my two Gramps.

An accomplishment I am proud of

The fact that I am still alive and kicking is already an accomplishment. Academic wise nothing to be proud of lol!!
Work related I can say that I accomplished a lot of project on the house with it's renovation and I can say that I am proud that I can provide my family even though I am also focusing on the welfare of my son and his needs.

A hidden blessing in a difficult situation

I can say about this work relatedly.

We we're on the verge of losing hope of a big project and I was also focusing on that big project as it is interior so the work would be done inside the building so the workers will never be working under the sun. That was what I was aiming for. Then came another prospect of a project. We also did our best but Big Boss let's us choose what project should we lend our eyes on that can expand our knowledge on our field. It was quite a difficult decision the supervisor need to make and he's asking us for suggestion. I was internally wishing for the interior to be picked but unfortunately they all favored the structural.

A month after the decision, the project was given to us, and then we learned that the contractor of the interior was having a scheme regarding the budget of the project so we we're glad we choose the structural.

I am literally wanted to jump off to bed but I need to finish this in order for me not to have absences for this month. Glad I made it this far though.

Thank you for reading!
@mommykim