It is okay to feel weak

While laying on my bed beneath the light's ray, I find the night that this would be a great catch to rest.

At this age, I can say that life is a circle of challenges and surprises. Life is composed of ups and downs. Life is series of roads with different journey to explore. Life is a drive that keeps people looking forward to live, to survive, and to keep body and soul together. Sometimes, life is unfair nor tiring that depletes your mind and energy to give up. But in the end, we always choose to look in the brighter side than keep ourselves drowning.

It is true that you cannot always feel the happiness genuinely. You can smile without no reasons. You can laugh with no tomorrows. You can dance and sing even the world is against you. You always understand and make people happy around you but at the end of the day, still, you are covered with emptiness and loneliness. When the time comes that you need strength and courage, who’s the only and real one for you to cheer up? Yourself.

In a world where everything is fragile, we sometimes feel the unending exhaustion that our body growls to rest. There are instances that in time of sickness, it is the only time where we can grasp the air and peace to make our soul restful. In time of nothingness, we keep wondering why and how life throws circumstances, challenges, sorrow, sadness, and beyond.

It must be tiring, right? We oftentimes keep quiet to the things that randomly picked us. When I see clouds moving even no direction to go, they keep moving because of the wind that supports their function. In the innermost layer of being a human, just the like the clouds, we need support system that preserves our purposes to live. If you have not seen anyone, at least make yourself as the only one who believes in you, who trusts you the most, who keeps you to be alive.

It is okay to feel weak. It is okay to be sad. It is okay to feel the emotions you want to feel with. It is okay to acknowledge failures, grief and resentment. It is still okay to cry out loud when you can’t handle the burdens inside. It is free to feel the numbness that runs into your mind throughout the body. Yes, it is okay to be weak than pretending to be good at all times. It sucks you know.

There are two tables: one is narrowed, small, and short-legged table and the other one is a fine glass-long table. Each table is serving delicious food and good drinks. What will you choose to have your meal? In life, people tend to have a comfortable life and convenience. Most of them likely to listen on the tangible opinions and compliments that people might throw to them. If we try to analyze the people’s preferences today, they will choose the fine glass-long table because it suits with the way people, they want to see them. But if I say that the small one is consisting of good talks, wide laughs, sharing stories while enjoying the food, would you rather choose it? And the fine glass-long table is consisting of apart communication, silence, and misunderstandings, would you? That’s the point hmmm. Often, we don't see what is more important so we are left thinking, missing, and incomplete until we go to the stage where our body is inevitably feeble.

It is not wrong if you want to escape and enjoy crying. In that way, you release the emotions that make you hanging. Crying does not make you less of a human, it’s normal. If you feel weak, then recognize your weaknesses. If you undergo breaking down, go, give it to yourself. Being a weak sometimes gives an open door to the new things for you to be more sprightful and motivated.

Yes dear, it is okay to feel weak, faint and vulnerable. These will make you even stronger to face realities. If you stand for a long time, you deserve to lay and enjoy music. Do not be harsh to yourself as you grow and across in the different paths in your life. Welcome your imperfections. Again, it is okay to feel weak; we are humans.

Hmmmm, these are just random thoughts. I compose what my mind tells me to write.

It’s a gloomy night! My eyes pulling me down as the wind blows thoroughly and music unites the ambiance to enjoy the time of resting.

Okay lang maging malungkot. Okay lang maging mahina paminsan-minsan. Okay lang umiyak nang umiyak. Okay lang magpahinga. Totoo lahat ng nararamdaman mo. Basta pagkatapos lahat niyan, babangon ka para lumaban ulit at magpatuloy para ienjoy ang buhay na meron ka.

Let us rooting ourselves!! ❤️