Hello and good day guys! Today is Monday and I want to start my week right. The first thing to do is to write an article again after a 4 days of absences. So without further ado lets start this.

Do you have what if's in your life? I am pretty sure you have even once in your life. And like you I have too many what if's in my life and I will tell you about this one.

What do you want when you grow up?

When we were in grade school our teacher always ask us what do you want when you grow up and why? In our early age we answer fast as we could that we want to be a teacher, policeman, pilot, engineer, doctor and nurse. Why? To help other people. Our answer is simple like that. But after a few years some of you changed your mind.

You know what is my answer in that question? I want to be a nurse when I grow up to help other people who are in sick. After a few year it didnt changes.

My dream

When I was a kid I always dreaming that someday I will wear a nurse white and clean uniform, white cap and white shoes. I really dont know why I am very inlove with that looks. Everytime I saw a nurse I always talk to myself that someday self you will be like that.

But time goes by and my luck didnt come on my side. My father quit on working abroad to settle down here because according to him he is tired in working there and he wants to be with us everyday. I grow up without my father in my side. He is with us every after 2 years and stay us for 2 months when he went home. Thats why he decided to go home and planned to start a business. But unluckily that business did not succeed.

I am graduating in high school that time and after a months I will go to college. One morning my father talk to me.

My father: Can you choose other course in college?

Me: Why Papa?

My father: I know you are dreaming to be a nurse but you know that nursing course are too expensive and we are broke. Can you choose a less expensive one?

I didnt answer him that time but when I'm in my room I cried a lot. My room is flooded with tears. I understand him but you know my dreams is like flew into the air.

I ended up in computer related course but I am studying with a heavy heart. I just go to school atleast to have a passing grade. In short "nawalan ako ng ganang mag-aral." That time I feel like I am just go with the flow. My 4 years course ended up with 2 years only. I stop because I am too lazy to go to school that time.

Until now I am thinking about it. What if my father didnt quit working? What if I became a nurse? If I became a nurse where I am now? Where I am working? Am I like the nurses on TV having a hectic sched because of pandemic? Am I still alive? I have many questions in my mind. But if there is a chance to be a nurse despite of the pandemic, I will grab it without second thoughts and without thinking something.

I know we can't get all we want in our life, and I already accepted that. To be a nurse is just a dream for me and will still a dream. Maybe God have another plan thats why He didn't allowed me to be a nurse. Maybe a better one or should I say the best one.

Sometimes it inevitably enters my mind that what if I became a nurse, what life would I have now?

Once again thank you so much my fellow writers and readers for reading this one of my what if's in my life. It came in my mind when I saw about doctors and nurses in the news. And to my sponsors thank you so much guys. Until on my next one... ♥️ mhy09

WHAT IF....
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January 24, 2022

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