I'd Rahter Die

I'd rather die.. than feeling all this pain I can't take..

I'm not dead, but why do I feel like I am? It hurts a lot.. I can't take the pain anymore.. but when I attempt to end my life, why? Why won't I die!? I WANNA END MY FVCKING LIFE I'M SO TIRED!

I'm stressed, broken, depressed, too tired to live. I can't enjoy my life. I don't even know what makes me happy anymore-- I mean, nothing makes me happy anymore..

My parents can't even appreciate my efforts.. No one appreciates me at all. Everyone hates me. I get bullied since I was small. No one acknowledges my works. I'm too tired to live, I'd rather die..

If possible, a painless death would be better for me.