The one that got away

Losing isn't about sadness and overthinking. Sometimes it just means that your gaining. Why im still hurt from my past? Is it because I didn't know it could be this fast? I want to be his last, I want to spend my lifetime with him. But he left me and got away. Im not ready for what you've acted, It really hurt me when you're not affected., how come your heart is as cold as the winter weather? When it can be soft and warm when we're together. You ask why are there tears in my eyes? It's because of you. I want you to come back. I hope someday or one day, you'll be here beside me again. And no more pain again.