Can't Bear

Hello my friends here.. I'm here again sharing my thoughts and feelings. I just can't bear seeing my mother just sleeping the whole day. What it means? She's sick, she can't walk and in pain. Her whole legs down to knee to feet. She's enduring it almost 2 weeks. We've been gone from the hospital and laboratories for the results to have. From the ultrasound results, there is a disaligned bone in the upper legs that caused her pain. There's more findings like UTI or infection. There are also crystals found in her gall bladder. Sometimes she felt dizzy, so many pains in her body.

I can't bear seeing her my mother almost crying for the pain she's enduring. The doctor says if she's only in her 50's she can be under surgery or operation. And since she's at the age of 86, she can just have her medications or a therapy in case she can't get recovered in a month.

Actually, I'm not living with my mother, I have also my own family and have children. The only reason that we're here was to take a look with my younger sister that was diagnosed of breast cancer. Taking care of her too because she's now a widow at the age of 45 then now life can explain why there are things in life that we do not expect what will happen and that was 5 years ago almost. Now that she's a widow with 2 daughters she needs us siblings at this point of time of her illness. That's life, we don't know what God's plans to us.

Today marked my sister's 3rd chemotherapy, as the usual after the session she's so weak and tired that you can't bear too to see her so week. She just lying down the bed the three whole days. Very weak, cannot eat and not feeling well so much. In the fourth or fifth day, she's starting to recover again and gradually can eat again. So hard indeed having this kind of health illness. Only God knows what to expect in everyday life.

You know guys, I admit that before I'm not into hearing masses on TV, I mean an online mass or live streaming. But now, I learned to attend and listen to masses every day just to pray for my loveones especially the sick in our family, my mother and my sister. I learned to love hearing the homily, the words of God and the ceremony. I know that you can only trust God for their fast recoveries aside the doctors who treated them all the way.

When I'm still young I always believe that Jesus is our great doctor and the one who heals the sick. Just ask for his help and ask the healing and cure and He will give that to you just ask Him, knock on Him with all your heart and believe in Him. Nobody is like Him. God is the only one.

At the moment, I checked my mother she's now sleeping after helping her with her medicines intake, medications like warm compress, giving and massage cream to the pain area in her legs and hips. Hoping that tomorrow that pain will be vanished and she can walk as she wish to. I miss my mother going down even we assist her in the stairs and never get tired of helping her, assist her and take care of her. We love her so much, we really owe our life to our mother so we should return her what she has done for us their children.

I'm wishing tomorrow a very good day for her not only our mother but our younger sister too. There's still 5 chemotherapy sessions coming and hope and wishes that after all these medications is a good result for her and recovery might be blessed for her and grant her wish and our wish too and a great petition to our dear Lord Jesus. May these great people will be healed and blessed with more healthy life indeed. We pray these Lord to you, we know that you're a great healer. Touch them with all your hand and we pray. Thank you for all your kindness and we praise you oh Lord Jesus.

Good night everyone. I know that tomorrow is another brand new day again with hopes and trust with the Lord our God. Take care all of you. ❤💛💙💚❤