Who is Jiroshin? It is Me.

Its almost my 2 months here in Read.cash and I have already posted more than 10 articles.. yet I haven't introduced the owner of this account.

Jiroshin's real name is Joshua Mariele Campilla.

You might be curious why there's a boy and a girl name. And you might be curious now about the gender. Is it he or she? It's a she. But in the birth Certificate it's a male. At their generation there's no ultrasound yet so Joshua's parents doesn't know if it's a boy or a girl... But they did ask to some fortune teller they believe they all said it will be boy. But at the end, they give birth to a girl. And there was a twist behind this story...

What do they call her? In her family, they call her 2nd name, in school highschool and college, the teachers/professors called him Joshua. But in the virtual world, she was called Jiro. It was like a Japanese sounds like of his name. She's a lesbian. She like girls.

Joshua is... I'll say a little talented. She knows how to write, like making novel stories, she's a musician, she plays guitar, a little some piano, playing bass guitar and her most favorite a drums. She even knows how to combine music instruments like composing a sound. She loves math. She's also good in drawing, sketching. Joshua is also a cosplayer in year 2004 to 2013. She's also a gamer. She's addict in games. She had almost a lot of online games in the Philippines.. year 2013 after she quit being a cosplayer, she became the furdad. A furparent, a parent of an animals. She loves animals ever since she was a kid. She's currently a furdad of 13 dogs.

Okay... Let's dig more about this person..

As soon as Joshua came out of the world at her mother's womb, she is different and sick. She was born with a disabilities. She has no nerve in her right face that she wasn't able to smile properly. She have no ears but she can still hear things and only at her right ears, her eyes is squint. Plus she have heart disease... Some people say that her parents wanted to abort the child which is her, the reason why is she like that. She wanted to asked this to her parents but she has no guts... Other people said, the cause might be the mother got in an accident, but she has no record having any accident. No one knows the cause of all.

This is how she smiled... The photographer and her parents insist to smile on the camera even though she doesn't like it.

She was also encounter some disease called Alexithymia when he was a kid. But was able to recovered when she was 7 years old.

Why Alexithymia? Since she was born, she has no feelings or even emotion. She has no interests of things... Having Alexithymia, she was able to gain some friends... But it was an imaginary friends. Not a human friends.

https://read.cash/@jiroshin/imaginary-friends-are-good-friends-3f83a970

At 7years old she lost her imaginary friends and she was able to gain emotions and feelings after she got in an accident ... Few months after that, so many things pop on her minds like some ideas and weird dreams. She decided to put it in a story.. at her age she start making short stories, even until now....

Years have passed she entered in 1st grade when she was 8 years old. She entered schooling late because of her condition.

She thought after losing imaginary friends, she might gain some real human friends but it was not. It was like a big nightmare to her until she finished the elementary days. Joshua never had a friend, and she was bullied. No one likes her, they despite her because of her face. She was called ugly and monster..

When she was 13, her classmates and some students take her in a far far place. They even put her a blindfold. She has no idea where they are going to take her.. Right until the kids left, she take off the blindfold and she found out they left her in the cave alone. She has nothing, no foods and no water.. she was able to survive in the cave for 4 days.

https://read.cash/@jiroshin/i-survived-in-the-cave-for-4-days-906ebe23

It was very traumatic experience to her yet she was able to fight her weakness.

14 years old she entered in highschool life. She was studying in a Private school in Manila, Paco Catholic School... She thought since its the word Catholic, they will be a good person and religious people, but it was not... In the blink of the eye, everything was the same and never change.. Just like the others, they dislikes her physical appearance, specially her face. They call her ugly, creep and idiot for the whole 4 years in schooling...

She even try to attempt suicide many times...

In that orange building, at the top of the building is the place where she wanted to jump off. But she didn't able tondo it because the bell rang and the students are coming out... There are a lot of things on her mind where she wanted to end her life. Like trying to hang herself inside the classroom, and when its cooking time trying to slash herself with the knife. Because everything is useless to her. No one is siding at her, no one wants to be friend to her. Even some teachers dislikes her...

Joshua is smart... But she didn't use it well because of the people around her.. She tried her best to reach them, to befriend them, to be useful to them... But... None of it happen... She's alone... Keep holding on until she graduated in High school.

After 4 years, she is now a College Student. She was first studying in Mapua Makati. Since they lived in Makati. But they were transferred to AMA School in fairview, Quezon City with the course of IT and she shipped to Computer science major in multimedia after they migrated.

Actually IT was not really the one she wants to take. She really don't know what she's going to take. Its really hard for her to choose. She want to be the nurse or doctor and she wants to help people but her family doesn't like it and they didn't support her, she even wants to take Arts and even Engineering since its more on Math but they still didn't support her. Her father told her to take the IT instead and want her to take after him. She had no choice but to follow him... There are a lot she wants but none of them wants her parents. She even passed in entrance exam in UST as a nurse, and San Beda as Engineering... In the end, she stayed in AMA college.

You must be wondering why her picture was not posted...

She didn't finished the studies in 2 reason. First her heart condition, and the second reason is...

She once had a a friend that almost make her real bestfriend. We all know a friend is someone who will protect and take care of you and help your problems.. but the friends of her thought of her as a toy. In the end that person never thought of her as a friend and even embarrassed to other people and left her...

This is the 2nd reason why she stop and didn't continue... She don't want to see them and probably will torture her in bully...

So Joshua stayed and locked herself in the house for years. She never stepped out the house, or leaving the house after then. She was like... A lone lost puppy...

She was very envy... She also want to feel of having a real human friend... She want to experience to be hugged by someone... And someone she can share everything and tell her, 'its okay I'm here, I will protect you'. But now, it's like a trauma to her and hardly to believe someone...

Year 2015, she was able to stepped outside the house again. She went to Pet Events and gain some good friends. They talked a lot and exchanging sharing information about their pets..

Joshua oftentimes attending Pet Events and even appoint her as one of the admin in a Pet Group

It's a big thank you for them that Jiroshin was able to learn to talk and smile again. She even the comedian of the group.

Even until now, they still have connection with them and often times meeting them..

She was glad to have Yoona the shihtzu dog with her that she was able to meet some beautiful and good people. Yoona was her favorite daughter.

Oh right her 8th birthday is coming up. She'll probably going to prepare a big celebration that she haven't gone for her.

In current year, 2021, she also met some good and beautiful people. Even though they're just in virtual or social. She trusted them more than herself. It's a big thank you that she was introduced in noise.cash and read.cash.

She was not just gaining friends, she also helped a lot of them. That's how a good person Jiroshin is.

For her, even if she's sick, she was still willingly going to help other people. She doesn't need any exchange or whatever. She was already satisfied what she done and that is to help them like charity and donating..

This is the whole story of the owner of Jiroshin.

Right, who is Jiroshin?

It's none other than me of course. It's my very own and late intro.