Me and the Beginning of Time

Let's imagine that we are on a long journey. Take this journey, for example, by train. Let's know that we will cross continents. Let's take our place on the bank of glass, now. Then let the train leave the station slowly. As the hours pass, let's be further away from where we first started. From that first excitement, our questions, why and where we will arrive, what might happen to us on the road, all possibilities, dozens of questions and possible answers. Let's get away from all of them slowly, live and live.

That journey, when we take a moment, how far are we from the starting point, right? Do we feel the same? Are our looks similar? Our excitement is either the same green trees that start to look similar to the eye after a while, the hills, valleys, forests on which we travel from one another to another. They are not the moment, but for me, who was on the way at that moment of the train, they even became the same.

Today, in this article, I want to go back to the beginning of everything, the beginning of our lives, our universe, our universe, and the time before this sameness started. Let's go back to that particular moment, the time when our assumptions were not yet formed, when we had not yet learned to judge, and most importantly, we did not forget to look and see the wonderful excitement and curiosity within us.

I want to go back to that beautiful point with you, where we do not even know the concept of time "yet". What would it make us feel if we had to hang on at this point, for example, what would have happened if the train had moved forward and had not let us in at that point? We would still be curious, wouldn't we, we would be full of questions, what will we see, where will we reach, who will we meet on our journey, will it be as good as we expected?

We would still look with bigger eyes, wouldn't we, our chance would still be a possibility to see that forest we had never seen, for example. We would still be more patient, wouldn't we, we had arranged everything up to this point, we were here at the train departure time, and yes, we had successfully reached that last step, and the pride, the success, the feeling of being able to do it would be overwhelming us, right. We would still be children, wouldn't we have left our dreams, our excitement, our stories and our songs, the ones that make us who we are, nowhere and for no one else.

Thus, time takes us on a journey in our lives like a train. As time passes, we forget our starting point as if we forget something at every station and leave a feature, a moment, maybe a feeling. Time passes and we worry less, time passes and we ask less questions, time passes and we become less excited, time passes and we get tired faster, we have more excuses, time passes and we are more closed, we are older, after this time it would be unbecoming, is it now its turn. Yes, time passes, and we really forget that everything started, even this universe started, and we really forget ourselves, being human, being the supreme concept that has ever been created.

Let's remember together today, why are we here? What was in the very beginning of life, time, and universe? What energy, which atom, what idea, what existence, what spirit, what human being, what story brought us to this world, this universe, this universe? How did this happen, why and how was that wonderful reason here, that extraordinary process? In that first place, what was there that we really should not forget today and always remember?

Let's read this from a magnificent work;

There is a dark field that is incomprehensible to humans on the way of matter development from the first matter state of the universe to our astronomical realm. This field; it consists of a coarse, scattered, amorphous body of matter. There are no formed matter formations in this rough environment.

Here comes a range after this field, which is the ‘first hydrogen atom, which forms the beginning of the hydrogen realm. But we use this name because people call the first atom hydrogen; In fact, the substance we are talking about and which we will refer to as the "first hydrogen atom" is not the H atom known to people. This atom, known to humans, is a highly developed, complex and advanced state of the atom here. People do not yet recognize this first hydrogen atom.

The matter, state and shapes of our world and the entire astronomical world with its spheres, systems, galaxies, are composed of various combinations of the advanced states of this hydrogen atom.

The universe is a whole. This whole, which we call worlds, systems, and realms, consists of parts, parts, parts that form a whole from a number of different parts. Every realm in the universe has a unique feature. And these attributes are tuned to the evolutionary needs of souls.

In this post today, if you are accompanying me after a long time, I want to think again. If the beginning of this time, its creation, its continuation, its coming to this day is so superior, so special and extraordinary, what have we left today at the moment of departure of that train? Is it our habit of asking questions, the hope that we will visit places we wonder, our dream of being a great writer, maybe just as simple as being able to touch the life of a person in life? What happened with us at the first moment of that time, but with the passage of time, what is erased from our essence, soul and heart at each station?

Looking at the beginning is like magic, it reflects a huge mirror into our lives, where are we, how are we, where are we going, is this what we really want, how we wish it to be, which station would we want to go to?

I want to ask all together once again, if we knew the divine order and universe more closely, would we start our day by saying another “Same” day that we woke up again? What would we change? What would we differentiate? If we could return to the beginning of time right now, how would we be?