Sunday, 04th April 2021
It has been few years since I achieved my first-row goals in life which are...
End school with good grades(Enough to get me a good job): Graduate from college in Jun 2011.
Get a job that will enable me to have monthly incomes. (First day of work on the 18th July 2011.
Build a house for my family so that they can have some privacy and better living. (We move in August 2013)
Get married. (Got married on the 01st May 2015)
It has all end well.
My second-row goals are...
Get a child (My firstborn child: 05th March 2018 - a baby girl)
Get our own house (We move in on the 27th of September 2020)
Getting out of debts or at least have a decent budget monthly (Almost there, but not yet)
Have a day in my old age that I will not regret.
I am writing this today as a reminder to my future self that I have achieved a lot through working hard, having faith and I am blessed with a lot of wonderful people around me.
If my future self thinks that life is not great, I hope that I will stumble on this article again and remind me of the days where I have worked so hard to get where I want to be. I hope that there will be a day that I can prove to my father that life is not that bad if he started seeing things differently.
He is a kind person with a lot of difficulties in life that he failed to overcomes emotionally and it affects him psychologically. He always thought that he has a hard life and often complain about it. If only I can achieve my dreams then I can prove to him that life is not that hard if he starts to appreciate a bit.
He deserves a better life even though his words are piercing into my heart like Excalibur. After observing him all these years, I noticed that he did not even have the ideas that his words are hurtful to others. Now he cannot even remember those words that he already said to us.
I will do my best until the day comes. After all, as a friend said, "The best is all that I can do". She is right and I promise myself that I will do better each time until I can do no more.
Today is Easter day. Happy Easter to all who celebrate.
May the next Easter and the Easter after that I will always be able to achieve my goals and so will you.
It is 5:05 PM the moment I finish writing this.
