Home is anywhere

The complete sentence usually sounds like this, "Home is anywhere as long as we are together." I do believe in the meaning of this sentence but reality never made it easy.

Difficulties, the inadequacy, debts, and heart's desire made things a little bit suffocating.

A man rents a house for his family. They are living happily but the man wanted more(heart's desire). He wanted to have a house and a land that he can pass on to his children after his death so that they will not face the same difficulties as he is now. The only problem is that he does not have enough money to do so for he already has debts that need to be settled before making another debt. It made him a little bit unhappy which affected his wife's heart's desire.

The wife wants to see her husband happy without worries therefore she tried to find a job to help support the family.

Both parents are at work and they need to pay for a babysitter for the children. They got extra money but they also got a new thing to pay for.

All the commotion might cause headache, stress, disappointment, sadness, arguing and an unpleasant lifestyle. Things are good moderately. Not too poor and not too rich. Having enough with a little bit of extra is nice. We can never know if there is other that need our help and it would be nice to have the ability to help.

I am not there yet. I am still far from the life I desired. I have almost all those things I need in this world but I have not yet achieved the serenity I wish for. Looking at my daughter growing up, being successful in her career, meeting her spouse, her children and hopefully, she will not be in debts like me.

That would be a great ending for my life.

My world is currently grey but the presents of all the people I love around me put a rainbow in it. The sun always shines brightly after the stormy rain with them near me.

I do not think that life will ever be easier for me. Each time I thought that I already achieved a peaceful life there will always be a new challenge that come along. I would never give up on striving for the life I dream of but a little bit of down feeling is indeed unavoidable. I do not think that it matters but it does initiate sadness and frustration as a part of life. It also shows that I am still human, I guess.

Be glad to have someone. They are the strength to move on.