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My dear read.cash readers to tell you honestly, Before I've been lost and God was the only one who help me to get back.
When I was in elementary, A 4th grader I think I dont want to go in every sabbath day. I'd rather play with my friends than to go there. Its because I thought it was so boring. Can you relate what Am I saying? So anyway, my mother always wanted me to go with her. And as usual I dont have a choice. As we arrived at the church I never pay attention on what the priest is saying maybe Im pissed with my mother because she forced me to come with her.
This situation rewinded everyweek. And of those consecutive weeks of sundays, I feel something has change. I listened on what the priest is preaching or in other words Im paying attention to it.
So from then on, I always go with my mom. Until I reach on my 6th grade, I decided to joined the choir. It's a bit funny because I do have that confidence to joined but I dont have the voice.
I dont have a talent of singing but still I try. I also became active at the church. After my school, before I went home I got to practice first a choir in the church together with my classmates and friends.
Im starting to let God enter my Life. And on the next chapter which is my Highschool times this is what happens.
I stopped being a member of the choir. Because the school that I've attended was far from it. I dont have enough time to pratice. But I still going to church every week (sunday)
And the other reason is that, I dont have that same confidence way back on my elementary days when it comes to singing. Im already shy when I heard that there voices are like an angels but mine so bad. It can really hurt your ears when you heared it.
And so starting that time, I never entered the choir section again until now.
Same as highschool times. Church every week. Praying and thanking God always. It's somewhat like my routine. And I love it. Because I always talk to God even he didnt response me literally. But later on I saw his response to the questions I've been asked.
In this times I learned to asked signs from him. And sometimes I got disappointed to him because all the signs that I am looking for is wrong. I dont really understand. Maybe its his way to let me look for it personally.
Those years that had passed, I cant say or tell what level could be my attachment to him. I always talk to him my problems till now. When Im happy or sad I say it to him. I always thank him for that.
But sometimes, I questioned him. With this "Why did he let that happen?" That all of the things that I've done, its still not enough? Why he give me this trials? Those are the questions that I asked him.
But later on, as I realized I shouldn't have asked him that, because without those I dont know were I am now.
Through my ups and downs and the trials that I have been encountered in this cruel word He (God) never left me alone. Maybe he give me those trials to see how strong was my faith in him.
After all this years that I am now, All the great things that happened in me, If I dont put God at the center of my life maybe my life now is not as beautiful as now.
If you really put God in your heart, you dont have to worry anymore. Its normal that he give you trials that really hurt you most but its okay you need to face and fight for it, because God never give us a trials that we wont survived.
Thats it everyone. Thank you for always passing by and giving time to read my article. Its not as beautiful and long as others but I wrote it with a heart. I appreaciate all of your comments and advices, because with those Im learning more and more. God bless you more and take care always.