God connects with us in many ways and through different means, it could be in little ways we do not expect, it could be through people we feel are less spritual than us, it could be through our phones maybe a message we come across on the internet, it could even be through signs or animals as seen in the bible all we have to do is discern the times and anything that comes our way And never take God's word for granted.
Ezekiel 44:23 KJV
And they shall teach my people the difference between the holy and profane, and cause them to discern between the unclean and the clean.
Do not wait for the right moment to confess your sins, God is ready and willing to forgive your sins anytime any day as long as you come to Him with an open heart, no matter how broken you are He is ready to accept and amend you.
2 Chronicles 7:14 KJV
If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.
We serve a God who does unique things to meet up with His children for we are special and unique. As His children we are to live in His presence for it is our natural habitat, therefore they cannot be seperation nor disconnection. Notting can compare to the home He is preparing for us.
Genesis 1:27 KJV
So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them.
You are special and unique never let anyone tell you otherwise Jesus loves you the way you are but He would never leave you like that.
He said we're wonderfully and fearfully made, which means anyhow we appear he loves us geniuely.