Almost all of my post in noise.cash are random thoughts that comes to mind at that moment or while staring at the picture that I attach. And this afternoon, I posted a random thought and it goes like this:
'I feel honored when someone entrusted me his/her deepest secret
I'm not sure how I convinced them that they feel their secret is safe with me
But I have a feeling that it's because I'm cute🤔
What do you think?😊'
After an hour or so, I checked my post and received different comments that somehow made me realize that one way or another maybe, those people who entrusted their secrets with me saw something that I never thought I have. These are some of the comments:
You trust God most that is why they see that you are a God-fearing person.
Ammomi gamin nga mapagtalkan ka manang. (We know that we can trust you.)
It's the aura❤️. (From sis @Firenze)
I’m sure that you have your eyes and kindness that convince people to trust you. Also the support or the term that you use speaking with them . (@clarissa.KG)
Well of course you are cute inday. Being entrusted with a deep secret usually means you are not a gossiper which in my eyes is a great character trait to have. (Broxi)
Before, I thought that maybe because of my job as an internal auditor, that we are required to keep things confidential. I consider myself as a boring person as I seldom go out, after work I would rather go home and sleep or try to find something online to keep me busy and earn. Most of my out of town trips were side trips from work or perks from work. I am not even a good storyteller.
As an auditor, you cannot help or stop people from other departments to come and tell you, oh you should check this and that, there are possible fraud or these people are doing something wrong. You will need to get involved, investigate and prepare report because it's part of your duty and responsibility to protect the company from this kinds of employees.
Maybe I have this magnet that people would come to me or approach me telling their stories and I would listen. As much as possible I don't want to gossip because I hate that feeling that you will talk about other people because it will greatly affect my emotion or the way I look or treat them and I don't want other people to talk about me too.
Even my siblings, they find me the most approachable and the go to Ate when they have problems in life especially love life that they cannot tell to our eldest sister or to our parents. But when it comes to financial, I would always say pass😊, I am not the best person for that.
I think I can agree with what sis @Firenzesaid, 'it's the aura' or as I always claim, my cuteness (haha feeling talaga!). I always have this positive outlook in life, I don't want to dwell more on problems even if they are too heavy and would need my immediate attention. I always divert it to something else that would make me feel better. That's why at work they would always feel and thought that I don't have problems or I am not carrying any heavy load, but NO. I also have burdens, marunong lang akong magdala. You can see me smile but deep inside I am thinking how can I pay my next bill, due dates, how can I save, and more. And I don't want other people to be affected by what I am going through. I would rather keep it to myself and trust God with the process.
I have this kind of boss before that if he's not feeling okay, he would also try his best to make us feel uneasy and would really test your patience. And since I was the cutest, the eldest, rather of the team and one of the closest to our boss, I am sometimes the shock absorber of complaints.
I may be the most boring person, but I know I can devote my time to listen to you. I have words of wisdom in stock and are ready to share with you if you need one or two.
So my friend, what's your secret? You can trust me too, your secret is safe with me😊.
Is it fun keeping a secret?
No, it's not. I think it's a privilege and a challenge at the same time especially with matters that involves the person's reputation or will cause a certain relationship to be broken or matters of the heart.
Thanks for your time my friend.
Lead image is mine.