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You should marry because you love the person Blog 50 Date :March 30,2022 Time :9:15pm Finding the one is really hard or should I say choosing the one is harder.
It's all my fault. I knew from the beginning that this relationship won't work out because we are not the perfect match. We can't understand each other. You can hardly understand me. You don't have to exert any effort to know more about me. Married for more than years but till now you still don't know when I am not okay. If you do, you don't know why I am not okay. I honestly just get used to being ignored or taken for granted. This is not the kind of relationship that I want I am not honestly happy anymore. I tried, I really tried to find reasons to be happy with you but I can't find any reasons anymore. It seems that I am not enough or everything I do is not enough. You didn't see my worth. You didn't see all my sacrifices. No one appreciates what I have done. ***This feeling is killing me inside***. This is not the life I wanted. I didn't wish to have everything. I only want to live a simple yet happy life. A life where someone knows my worth. A life where someone knows how to appreciate everything that I've done. I'm tired of being neglected and left unappreciated. I don't know until when I can handle this. However, I was thinking ***I need to start loving myself again***. I miss the old version of me. The person who smiles more often. The person that loves to make other people happy. Make them laugh. How I wish I could be happy the same way before. I kinda lost interest in doing things past days. I am not just physically tired but I am mentally tired. Tired of everything.
I shouldn't marry because I just got pregnant, now I am facing all the consequences of my decision. Where living together because we're married, but not because we love each other. No matter how I tried but ***I can't force myself to love you. I can't feel you anymore***. Since you have already stopped showing your affection towards me. I don't want to force things that I know it is impossible to happen. Saying I love is not enough to show how much you love a person, it needs effort and love language to make someone feel loved. I am tired of doing part, I am always left unappreciated. **Ending thoughts** Life is unpredictable. Because of my impulsive decisions, I now regret why I choose to be married to someone I know I can't be happy with. My life was way better before but I tried looking for love and happiness, love that I just felt from the beginning. Happiness that slowly fades. You're a fan of making other people laugh but I don't know when was the last time you make me laugh. `To all my daily readers and commenters .Thank you for your precious time.` `Photos used in this article are all owned by yours truly unless it is stated.` `Lead Image edited using Canva` **Recent Article** **Age does matter for me** https://read.cash/@alicecalope/age-does-matter-for-me-6e1c8e1d **Needs first instead of having a birthday party** https://read.cash/@alicecalope/needs-first-instead-of-having-a-birthday-party-592cd574 `To my sponsors old and new thank you for your unending support on my readcash journey. May God will shower you with all blessings in life.`
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Unsa mn mkisabay ka sko sis?? Paita sa life nho. Kung mabalik pa lng tanan hahaha.
lagi sis oi.makamahay gyud.hayst.nangandoy nalang ko nga naay divorce diri sa pinas hehehe.I need peace
Hahaha peace jud. Dalaga mn ako gedala sis ky error mn ako marriage contract. Di na sd ko mangandoy ug kasal sis ky wa mn ta swerte ana. okay nko sko mga anak.
till now akong surname sa dalaga pako akong gidala even to my online accounts.wala ko maanad sa akong new surname lol.the only ID nako nga married ko is my National ID.Pero from what I know dili man mandatory nga usbon atong apilyedo dpende ra if gusto nato. aw ako I never wish to be married that soon and end up miserable.
Wa sd ko sukad sis mugamit sko ex husband na surname pero kdto bag o pami sa other id's iyaha jud pero sa government id's is dalaga jud sis ako nagamit. Sana all na lng ko sa mga perfect couple aw hehehe.
bitaw oi.tig sana all nalang ta ani.hayyyst.I consider myself malas sa gugma .
Apir ta sis! Hahaha ikatawa na lng na sya.
ana ikatawa nalang para dili ta mastress
Ang sakit naman nito sis... Please try to pray together. I am still hoping that everything will be okay soon.
Sana ay God will give me more strength para malampasan lahat ng pinagdadaan ko
Hwag kang sumusuko sis ha.. laban lang
para sa mga anak ko
Napag-isipan ko na din talaga na ayaw ko muna magpatali sis. Lalo pa't sa ngayon, may problema din kami. Yun iniisip ko na baka dumating yung point na di rin kami mag-wo-work after maikasal. Baka magkasakalan lang kami. I hope na maging okay kayo sis. Ipagpray natin yan..
hirap ipilit ang bagay kung di na talaga mababalik sa dati
Totoo yan sis. Kami nga eh, kahit anong pilit ko na ibalik yung spark na meron kami, wala na. Wala na talaga. Honestly, medyo pagod na din ako.
same here sis.wala eh sirang sira na yung trust ko sa kanya nung first few months pa lng ng relasyon namin.
Eh pa'no yan sis? Kasal ka sa kanya diba?
papel lang yan sis
Papel nga, pero pa'no yung vow niyo sa isa't-isa?
vow to stay with each other,scripted lang naman yun sa church.at alam kong time will come eh di talaga kami magiging okay.it's all my fault ako kasi ang naniniwala na baka kaya pang magbago or kaya ko
Sis, I know your strong and an independent woman. Kaya mo yan. At thank you kasi habang binabasa ko yu g story mo na'to, marami din ako'ng na.realized sa sarili ko. Aaminin ko, ginusto ko talaga na maikasal na sa kanya, but napaisip ako sa consequences nang pagmamadali ko. Baka mauwi lang sa di magandang pagsasama din..Ngayon nga eh, di na naman kami okay, kapagod din pala talaga magmahal. No kimis yon ha. Totoo talagang di kami okay..
pag isipan mo muna sis para walang pagsisisi at the end.Kaya ko naman talagang mabuhay na kami lang ng mga anak ko ,sanay na sana akong mag isa.Dagdag stress lang sa akin ang asawa ko .Ilang beses ko ng sinabi sa kanya na I regret marrying him and alam niya na siya yung dahilan kung bakit ako nagsisisi.Since from the beginning ako yung pilit na lumalaban para lang di kami mghiwalay kung di lang ako nabuntis matagal na kaming hiwalay
Bakit naman siya ganun? Siya na nga ang pinaglaban siya ang ganyan. Jusko! 2022 naman na, bakit may ganyan pa din. Ako naman sis, hindi ko alam kung kaya ko ba talaga. I mean, nakatatak kasi sa utak ko na sayang yung pinagsamahanamin, baka need lang muna nang more patience. Ambot uie. Muhilak na laman ko maghuna.huna..
naglisud ko ug adjust sa iyang batasan nga ambot lisud sabton. anyway about sayang ang years nga pinagsamahan ,I have 2 close friend of mine nga ing ana sad sayang ang years together but I told them iasa ang kadugayon ,ang question are really happy with the years you've been together.both of them now are in good relationship,they both left there boyfriends.married with 1 kid na ang usa and isa is engaged na.
Murag hinuktukan jud na naho ug maajo sis.. Aguyy, nganong ni.enter. Hahaha
I feel you sis. 😢😢 tama is Hindi is dapat magpakasal ng dahil sa may anak o nabuntis. Dahil later on baka magsacrifice ka lang kaya till now hindi pa ko nagpapaksal sa ama ng mga anak ko. Haha
well,wish ko lang sana makayanan ko pa lahat ng trials na to
Kaya no yan sis, give him a chance baka naman marealizr niya one on one talk kayo and tell him last ng nararamdaman mo maybe baka dun is makapagisip siya.
okay na kami sis.dito siya sa workplace ko nag usap kami
Na feel jud nako imong misery ron sis. Mao bitaw ako sauna OK na ko di mag minyo kay bati lage kog nawong. Mamili jud nig gwapa ang mga Pinoy. Ready na jud ko madagang guwang. I love myself first dayon Mao na GGSS ko permi.
pait kaayo ky I married the wrong person,di siya makasabot nako ky wa siyay planong musabot nako.,hay Dios ko .sala nani nako tanan.or gaba naba jud ni nako
Lisod pa gyud na if manghod pa nimo. Immature pa jud kaayo. Nakig buwag gani ko sa pinoy before because of money matters.
lagi sis oi..y apat nga mag una lagi
Lisod kaayo basta way divorce. Mura na nuon 3 imong anak imbes 2 ra.
exactly .my pag single mom nalang
Ka sad ba ani sis. I hope you'll find your way out? Basta I hope you'll end up happy.
I hope I kind find happiness even without him
Sis nalungkot ako for you. Pero hanggat pwede pa isalba please save it. Di ako alam ano nangyàre sa rship nyo at biglang nagka ganun but please talk about it many times. Natry nyo na ba mag usap about it? Seperated ba or living pa din kayo together? May third party ba?
Ang hirap niyang kausapin eh,di naman niya ako naiintindihan or ayaw lang niya akong intindihin.I can't feel his love anymore.We are still living together,we just talked a while ago pero sabi niya hirap daw siyang intindihin ako,baka ayaw lang niya akong iunderstand.Wala namang third party.Hirap kasi nakasal lang kami dahil nabuntis nga ako.
ohhh sad to hear that sis. Maybe try to talk about how you feel. Sabihin mo skaanya na kapag ganyan ka, then you will start to let him go na if ayaw niya makisama or makipag usap sayo. mahirap ung isa lang sainyo ung open sa ganyan.
I did try sis how many times na and I always end up being hurt
Sorry to hear that sis. Maybe you should go with your anak muna somewhere ate. palamig muna at kapag hinabol ka, make sure na mag uusap tlga kayo.
nakapag usap na kami sis.salamat sa concern
Abi nako okay imong relationship sa imong hubby now , pero unta maliwanagan ka sis kung unsa angay nimo buhatun. Dili jud lalim nga wala moy love dayun nag ipon mo tungod kay naa mo obligasyon sa usag usa.
we are working on it nga maokay mi sis.siguro I was just exhausted from work the past days unya nasabayan nga nahiubos ko niya gabie mao ng ng over react ko
My prayer and wishes for my life is never to be with someone I don't love, or someone I'm forced to marry. I've seen movies that portrayed this effect and it's not a good omen
yes choose wisely and think a hundred times before making a decision
Sis lisod gyud kaau ang kinabuhi kung feel nato wala natai kalipay sis noh? Pero laban lang gyud sis, kahibalo ko dli ka pasagdan ne God, naa rah gyud siya sis naghulat nga moduol kah, ampo lang tah sis, ma ok rah lage na ang tanan.
salamat sis.I am getting better na.Nagkatalk napud mi ni hubby
Maau nuon sis, Dapat gyud pag istoriahan ang mga butang nga mamahimong hinungdan sa away.
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