I just decided to help myself out. I noticed lately that I'm doing the same thing over and over but I couldn't get any self improvements to my actions. my mind is like a house full of Ideas. I always welcome new hobbies, thoughts, tips. I easily get overwhelmed, I always think that I can do things. Just because other people can . well that seems to be a healthy practice because there is that willingness and courage. However I have to figure out first how to organize my thoughts. There are so many pending ideas and plans but I can't finish.

This is seriously taking all my energies away. So I decided to take things slowly and one at a time.