My christmas gift to my bestfriend today is writing her an article in her account, its not about us but something fictional but please bear with me with my english grammar.
Before anything else I would like to greet you all with a "MERRY CHRISTMAS". Thank you for helping Zcharina in grinding bch, yeah she's happy because she's saving money for our outing in the future its for free and its all because of you guys and I am so happy knowing that Zcharina is enjoying her day because at last rusty always noticing her articles. This article is a little bit late because I did my daily routine which is excercising lol even just for a 5 minutes walk and after that I went outside to unwind and thinking about my future. Actually I am worried with my future and its because of my attitude, everyone in the family don't take me seriously, and I guest its my fault. That's why I went outside to breath some air, and reflect on myself. I guest it helps me a lot. Just wanna share with you what I've learned.
I thought I am going to share with you my fictional story but I guest what I've learned is more helpful than my story.
Learn to detach myself from distractions
What I mean with that is, I want to detach myself from the things that gives me distractions, like people who doesn't care about me. Why would I stay with the people who makes me sad, unnoticed and do things that is not my taste. Yeah I want people to see my worth not my mistakes, not my weakness and everything but my worth. Many people judge me easily because of my lackings, and failures in life. Seriously? Is that how they base my worth? That's why I decided to detach myself from them because they are degrading myself which is I don't deserve. I am human too like them that needs acceptance, understanding and love. No one is perfect but there is so called respect and adjustment. Yes, those two are important, we need to respect each other we are all different in many ways thats why there is adjustment and understanding. If we know how to respect there is adjustment and understanding.
Second, is discipline myself
Yes, I need to discipline myself in many ways. I am known as loka-loka and a joker inside our family. Yes, I made them happy but they didn't know what I feel inside, and they look at me as strong and happy all the time its because I didn't discipline myself in joking. They thought everything is a joke to me. Yes I feel hurt but I laugh at them more haha yeah I am crazy but I am serious at this point. I am not used in making drama that's why dinadaan ko lahat sa joke. Yeah its my fault why they are treating me like that, i wanted to be serious this time, tignan nga natin kung ano yung magiging reaction nila hahaha baka naman puro ako tawa haha, baka magwala si kuya hahaha.
Third, i will not only think about my happiness but also the things thats feeds my soul
Have you ever felt? You are happy but you cannot feel it fully? Do you know why? Its because your happiness is not the happiness of your soul. What mostly feeds your soul? Its the connection with the lord, thats why they say that relationship with the Lord is the most important thing in the world, not with your bf/gf, not on your family, friends and relatives but with the Lord alone, its all because of the ignition that the Lord can give. When the Lord ignite you and renew your soul the happiness is overflowing, and you won't feel and think that you are alone because that ignition over power everything. I am loka-loka but I know this one and thanks to my friend online for advising me to breath some air outside cause this realization hit me so much.
Fourth, is find the right people for me..
Its happier when those people around you are a good influence. One friend said that those people around us influence us either in a good way or in a bad one, its all because of the peer pressure. Its hard to find the right people for me but if I am going to be good at them, they would be also good to me. Its hard to find good people but I'll try to be good at them.
I'll try to make a story tommorrow if I could. My unwind alone session today with myself ignite my soul to be a better person as a friend, as a daughter and a sister,and ofcourse I thank God for everything!
Thank you for reading! Merry! Merry Christmas!
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That's right! Surround yourself with positive people and also the ones that appreciate you and value you.