This is my first experience of experiencing very difficult finances, so that forced me to seek a help from all of you, actually I don't want to make you accept what I feel, I want to try myself, but this fact forces me to do this, I know what I am doing is not a good thing to do, but I already feel desperate to find my grandmother's surgery costs, a few days I try to find it myself but I can not do more, from selling electronics at home, and used the house rent to pay for the hospital administration, but it was not enough, when I asked relatives to give me some money but they only gave a little, and even that was not enough for one month's food, I was very sad and I was very desperate , but I tried to ask @bmjc98 for help, and he gave me access here, at first I refused because I t I don't understand anything here, but @bmjc98 always convinced me to try it, until the end with an unsettled heart I did this, I hope you all don't see me as a beggar, but if so forgive me because I was forced to do this, but when I made my first article, I felt it was impossible, but a few moments you all came and gave me assistance, I was both happy and sad because I was movedI did not think that all of this could bring some people who wanted to give me assistance, I am very grateful to @bmjc98 for inviting me and convincing me to write an article here, and I also say many thanks to @bmjc98 @Mnymosyne @Alther @AA-Admiral @Eirolfeam2 @carisdaneym2 @wrabbiter @bbghitte @Judith 1969 @jekai88 @littlenewthings @bbyblacksheep @Lawa1988 @Laurenceuuu who have provided assistance to me, if there is still anything I haven't mentioned I'm sorry because I still don't understand how to use this site, hopefully what you have given can be useful for me and hopefully your kindness will be rewarded even more, maybe this is all I can say, if there are still shortcomings please Forgive me.
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