Tonight, at exactly 8:00 p.m. at night, I got the news that my grandmother had passed away, which is where she must be buried immediately tonight,and I'm on the phone to hear this bad news, even though I don't want to hear it but I have to listen,It is really hard to lose my grandmother who I love so much, because I lived with her all this time, because my mother died after I was 18 months old,and I have been taken care of with my grandmother since then so that I already think of her as my own biological parent,but now that he was sick for 1 week he really left me for good, and will never come back,it is very hard to accept this fact, but I must continue to live and continue to fight even if I just live alone.
After going through the surgery, his condition got better, and it made me happy, but because of the pain After going through the surgery, his condition got better, and that made me happy, but because of the pain he often experienced and he was also infected with Covid-19it made her situation worse, I got the news that my grandmother's condition got worse on Tuesday 19 January 2021,I am very worried and not concentrating, whatever I do is always restless and makes me delay whatever I am doing,I am restless because I can't be there when she needs me, but what can I do because the covid-19 virus makes me and my grandmother separate and can't meet,this is very annoying, but I do it for the sake of goodness, and I submit and trust the medics who treat him there.
Wednesday, January 20, 2021.
Today On this day at exactly 8:00 p.m. I got this news and it really makes me sad, but here I have to immediately go to the hospital to take my grandmother to the place His final resting, yet it was so far from where I was, adding to my sorrow when I couldn't look his face for the last time,I am trying to be strong and try to be strong in facing this, hopefully with this my grandmother's suffering is over where she is in pain every day.
The journey from my home to the hospital was full of tears, with a broken heart and deep sorrow I was driven by my neighbor on a motorbike,i can't cover my sadness anymore with a smile because i am really sad and lost, because only grandmother is all i have now, and i don't have both parents,That's what makes me sad, after a while I arrived at the hospital, there I asked where my grandmother was,they said they were leaving for the funeral and were ready,I looked at the ambulance, and my grandmother would be put into the car using a wooden crate covered with special plastic inside, when I wanted to approach but I was not allowed.
The ambulance departed and I drove earlier to get to the cemetery, it was very quiet and dark without lighting, but for a while waiting for the ambulance to arrive,but they did have brought the lamp preparations for the funeral, so even though it was dark at least there was light there,I can't help but take a closer look, I can only see from afar,This is what makes me sad, because every Covid-19 patient is always kept away from his family.
Indeed, at the funeral at night there will be more paramedics who come to the funeral, I don't know the reason, but that makes me Indeed, during the funeral at night there will be more paramedics who come to the funeral, I don't know the reason, but it makes me calmer because there will be more help there,I can only look at my grandmother from a distance without being able to touch her directly, I can only be silent and endure a deep sadness.
I don't know what I feel right now, hopefully all of my friends who read my article will not feel what I feel right now, I hope you and the family is always given abundant health and fortune, believe me if all of this will end, never ignore what has been set by the government,they look after us with an order so follow and obey so that we all stay healthy and can continue to be with the people we love,I made this with a broken heart, but after I got home I thought I should share this for you, hopefully what you read will make you care more about your health,I'm sorry if what I say is too long and too difficult to understand, but I try to give the best for you.
Tidak ada kata yang saya bisa ucapkan untuk teman yang sudah mendukung dan memberikan donasi kepada saya,saya berharap kebaikan kalian di balas oleh tuhan dengan lebih banyak lagiThere are no words that I can say for friends who have supported and donated to me, I hope that God will reward your kindness with more, thank you very much @bmjc98 You are the first to give me help and support, I hope you are always healthy and your family,To everyone I am very grateful for helping me, I apologize if I have involved all of you, once again sorry and thank you very much.
Thursday 21 January 2021 at 00:00 at night