Who's your OGL?

I know it's really awkward or unfair if I will call my ex boyfriend " my one great love" but yeah it's true. I don't know if it's just me or some of you are relatable. There's one person who will come into our lives and we will loves them genuinely. We will love them like they are the last an forever. You will experience the intense kind of love you ever feel but ended up your not destined to that person.

He has still a place in my heart. But I keep it hidden. Even if I said he has still place in my heart it's doesn't mean that I didn't gave my all to my husband. God knows whats in my heart and He knows how faithful I am to the I prayed for which is my husband.

Why I ended up to this topic? It's because of @Jeaneth . I told her that I will just write an article instead of commenting a long paragraph on her article.

So she asked me if we had an ideal relationship.

I must say yeah we had. We are legal on both families. I love his family because they àre family oriented and that's one of the things that I love about him. Her mother raised them alone because his father leave after his baptismal but despite of that he grew up a good man. He is a taekwondo player during college and because of being a varsity he finished his degree with the help of scholarship.

He is a silent man. He has no vices. He didn't go to parties. He has no social life.

We started our relationship not being LDR until he wàs assigned on the main warehouse by her Aunt. He's working in a construction firm owned by her Aunt and they are strict when it comes on attendance because he's the only one trusted by her Aunt.

I really love this man but when our relationship became LDR our relationship changed. He was so busy and I'm the only one who always adjusting. It comes to a point that I didn't asked for his attention because I understand that he's busy. I only asked to see him every special occasions but he's still busy.

That's the time that I cheated with the man who gave me more attention. I know he don't deserve me because I'm a cheater and I don't want to justify my mistake because of our issue.

I am immature that time. I am a kind of person who always posted everything on social media. We had a fight because of that. Out of my anger I joined my officemate to drink and I'm the only girl. He saw it on Facebook and when I went home I received a chat.

Wala na to Jen. Tigilan na natin to.

I begged to him but he already blocked me. I find ways to reach out for him but he doesn't really care anymore. He even laugh at me and said Muka nakong Tanga. He is happy with his private relationship so tama na dàw.

It took a year before I told myself tama na Yen. Maawa kana sa sarili mo. Mag move on kana. It was January 2017 that time when I am looking at our couple mug.

I decided to move on and give myself a chance to love again even if it's really hard to start over. I don't want to wait for more years because I want to settle down already.

It's March 2017 when I met my husband. Fast forward it was January 2018 when he texted me. I still memorized his number that's why I know it's was him. He was asking if we can meet. From that moment I want to meet him hoping that my question will be answered but despite of my wants to answer my question I said no to him.

I am not the old Yen anymore. I told myself that word. My husband is too kind para lokohin ko and I don't want to be my old self again. I learned my lesson and God gave me one of the kindness man to be my partner.

It was May 6, 2018 when he called me on the phone. It was 12:00 midnight that time. Katatapos lang mamanhikan ng asawa ko dito samin. On our conversation I already told him that I am pregnant and will getting married soon. Humahagulgol ako non Bes. Yung iyak ko na may kasamang paghikbi. He told me not to cry kasi ganon daw talaga. Sometimes people will enter to our lives just to give us a lesson.

Pero tanong padin ako noon bakit nagparamdam ulit sya sakin? Kung naghintay pa kaya ako ng one more year magkabalikan kaya kami?

But you know what despite of those questions I'm truly blessed padin kasi nakilala ko Yung asàwa ko. Maybe he's my one great love pero Yung asawa ko Yung binigay ni Lord sakin. Sya Yung nakapagpabago sakin at nakasama ko sa lahat ng bagay na hindi ko naranasan sa kanya.

Alam mo yung may mga bagay Kang gusto pero ibibigay ni Lord Yung the best para sayo.

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As for me naman I hope and pray na ibigay din ni Lord Yung para sa kanya. I want him to be happy with the girl that he deserves.

Ang gulo ng article ko . Sorry na 🤣

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