My pregnancy is not unwanted and somehow it's was planned

My pregnancy is not unwanted and somehow it's was planned. Sounds confusing right? Lets me tell you the story.

Me and boyfriend which is my husband now is doing premarital sex and I am not ashamed to tell it because as you all know if you read my old articles I am liberated back then. My husband is not the one who got my purity but I am the first experience of my husband. And yeah , I am the one who triggered him that why we end up doing it but I will not tell the whole story here.

We were in relationship for 8 months and we went to the province. It was January 31, 2018 that time and he was suspended on his job that's why we decided not take a vacation in the province, on thier hometown specifically. Before we make that we talked if he will he will be withdrawing it like he usually do when we did it but I told him not. And from the moment he didn't withdraw it and I didn't do the muscle control then there's a possibility that I will be pregnant.

My pregnancy is not unwanted because that moment I am ready to settle down even if we didn't talk to it already. My husband is like breadwinner to his family because he's the younger and the only single. While me , I promised myself that I will get married at the age of 25 but it didn't happened because I'm turning 26 that time. I also told myself that onced we paid the dept of my mother and I saw that my siblings can stand on thier own I can think of settling down.

Then February 1 when we go back to Manila and I go to my job and my body was really in pain but that time I didn't know that I'm pregnant. I expected my period to come Feb 15 but it's didn't came and I said to myself maybe it's delayed but I already knew to myself that there's something strange in my body.

My office also noticed that I'm getting fat and my balakang is also getting bigger and then my officemate who is mother already said maybe I am pregnant. I am honest to my officemate and they knew my personal life. I told them I didn't know but I'm planning to have a pregnancy test on the other day. They are excited to see if I'm pregnant because they know it's my dream. They know that I want to settle down already.

Then February 17 I bought a pregnancy test kit in Watsons but I didn't used it yet. February 18 , we went to Laguna because we will be attending wedding of the bestfriend of my husband. February 19 , when I woke up when I decided to take the pregnancy test in the apartment of my brother in law where my husband live.

Before I put the pee , I prayed that if it's Gods will then we will accept it. I know , it's strange to pray that time about God's will where in fact premarital sex is a sin.

Then I saw two lines on the pregnancy test kit meaning it is positive. I even take a second test to make sure that I.am pregnant. Then I tell it to my husband. He seems shocked but also teary eyed.

When I went to the office I shared the good news to them and they are all happy. They started to call me Mommy Yen and yeah , I feel so overwhelmed in the office that time because they also treated me well during my pregnancy.

I also called my parents to tell that they will be a grandparents soon and they all happy especially my father because the really wants to have a grandchild. We also went to Pangasinan that time to tell Tatay the father of my husband but before we tell it to him he already knew it and we don't know why.

My Kyrie didn't give me a hard time during my pregnancy. Hes a very good baby. I still go to work until my eight months of my pregnancy. I didn't experience those paglilihi and also the kasabihan o pamahiin during pregnancy because I am living in Manila that time. Like when it's night time you need to put a towel or cap on your head or you need to remove your necklace or something that is in your nek. I didn't do that.

Infact , I went home at 8 PM because I am taking overime . I wear my necklace ,my ID lace and also my shawl. But when I went here in the province they told me to wear a black dress so that tiktik will not come near me.

Thank you @Momentswithmatti for this challenge ❤️