A little update on my freelancing journey.

Aug 5, 2022

10:19 PM.

Good evening everyone. How's your day? Thank God is Friday or not?

First of all I want to congratulate @Eybyoung for landing her first job in Upwork. I know she can really do it and got hired as I know her ability to write that's why I am happy for her first job.

Earlier I also saw the myday of @Eirolfeam2 and she also landed her first job , she stated there that she has now 4 job as a professional tambay and as I always commented on her article I want to say Sana All again because it's really hard to find a client in Upwork. Lodi ko talaga yung bata na to.

This is not the topic that I will write tonight but because I started to write it then I will continue it.

I got my first client on Upwork a couple of months ago and got shortlisted as a Pinterest VA and after that I stopped learning about freelancing because I am not fully ready when it comes on time management and my anxieties. Before I am learning little by little but after I joined Hive and do my affliate marketing I lose my interest on learning again because it's not easy.

I am not an intelligent person. As like what @Ruffa said we are kid of person that need to explain things step by step. I am like than but even if I am having a hard time understanding things I still try my best.

I am still finding my niche. At first I want to be an Amazon VA but then I changed my mind. I want to be a content creator but I'm not really good at grammar and I am not confident with my works and Porfolio because as you can it's eme eme. As much as I want to be better I don't know what holding me back to be one.

Last month an opportunity came for me. I waited this free training in DICT Nueva Ecija. It's a General Virtual Assistant training for 3 months and it's free. I really want to attend this training and I am waiting for the second batch.

When I saw it on Facebook I was really happy and I click the Google form for the registration and answer all the questions and even take a video of myself for my self introduction but when I am about to send the form I saw the schedule of the training.

It's 8 AM to 12 NN. M-W-F . If I will be chosen the training will start at Sept 1 until October 26.

I didn't send the form and I thought of things. I can't manage to attend the morning training because I have lot of things to do plus my son and my niece will going to school and the class will start at Aug 22. I can't manage to do the training because it's live and I need to cook food for my husband.

I was really sad that moment and I asked God why. I asked him if it's not the right time for that. I really don't know.

I have lot of what if...

What if my mother is here. Maybe I can do it because there's someone who will look after the kids. It feels like my dreams and goals in life got delayed because of circumstances but I am still looking forward for better days.

I am not really good in English but I keep on learning. I know in God's perfect time I will achieve all of my goals and dreams in life and help my family to have a better life.