In this night
illuminated only by the usual thoughts
I remain switched off
closed
to breathe slowly the air of a cold and bare May like me
I stop inside this night
never really alone
A music envelops me
I am never where I leave myself
I never find myself where I leave off
It's been too long since home has been home
Too long since I
am no longer me
I sing to myself
sweet
It's raining
but no one hears
and no one knows
I drive to return
But I find myself in an elsewhere without roads
and without doors
And that me who returns
no longer has a soul
Because it has no arms to return to
[2019©Yelena b.]
La Luna, mi amor!