My Version of Wallpaper

I was interested by this challenge of brother @Jihan and @Bithi13 about their contest for wallpaper presentation.

I have two actually. My lock screen and my home page.

The image serves as my guardianin lock screen, same in the real life because she prohibits anyone who use use si my phone. This is actually a video as you can see. She's my youngest angel. I always smile when i look at her in this haggard situation. She just woke up that's why her hair is a mess.! 😅. She has a very fine hair that everytime she plays outside and sweats a lot, it flies away. I don't know which baby shampoo suits her because it becomes kinky after few hours from bathing.

I don't have a wall paper that time so i took the chance editing it and set it as my lock screen. Her older sisters' friends who comes to our house to chat and finds my phone unattended and tried to check my phone, only to find the naughty guardian in it. 😁

Here is my homepage wallpaper.

They are my eldest and youngest angels.Actually I didn't choose this image as my homescreen wall paper.. I was even surprised to find this image in my wall. The culprit is someone who likes having selfie with this little peach. I find it nice anyway so i edit it again and allowed it to stay in my wall. It seems that the little one is having a good mood. I like their smile. It brightens my day.

With this older girl, i encountered my first challenge in life. Being single ended up in one blink. Many struggles we faced with my husband just to raise her and provide her needs specially when she gets ill and made the hospital her vacation house. I have lots of doubts if i can do my responsibility as a mother or "will i be a good mother to her"? But realizing now, i don't just have her, she has pulled other blessings which i considered my treasures, her siblings. 😊

Few years from now, she will be at my age when i got pregnant of her, i am always overwhelmed with worries with what ifs'😔. I made a poem for her as a released of my anxieties. https://read.cash/@Xzeon/to-my-dearest-daughter-643fbcd9. I have no other wishes for her than to have a better future, all of my children, but in this moment i was focused on her because she's the oldest and in the stage of adolescence where relationshion can be developed anytime.

Every passing days i always reminded my children of my mistakes and adviced them not to do the same. I don't want them to experience the hardships i had when i was younger. Its the same dream my father had told me when i was still a child.

Well, this would be enough.. Happy reading!

If you would like to share your wallpaper too, you may click the link and check it for yourself. https://read.cash/@Jihan/wallpaper-contest-join-and-win-7a1daf07